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KateRN
04-24-2008, 02:29 AM
so, has anyone ever found themselves in a glaringly unhealthy relationship that they cling to for unknown reasons??

thats pretty much where i'm finding myself right now.

my boyfriend and i dated last year - broke up. then got back together last oct. he moved in with me in december.

background - he was a marine when we met. got out over the spring and was staying on friend's couches and not working. i let him move in with me and then eventually told him he needed to get a job because i was tired of coming home work all the time and having him still in my robe and playing video games.

so he got a customer service job that he says he likes because he can "wear whatever i want and there isnt a lot of expectations." he tried to rejoin the marines but they wouldnt let him back in. (!)

i then told him he needed to be pursuing something in life and encouraged him to follow his dreams. he decided to go to school. he dropped out after 3 weeks - it was "too much" to do because after work he was wanted to play his video games and it was getting in the way.

he recently started picking up around the house after i started screaming. he pays for internet in the apartment because he needs it for his video games, but otherwise - my job provides the apartment, utilities, groceries, furniture, etc...

but - he says he loves me, he can be really sweet, we generally get along pretty well but ultimately have very little in common other than a mutual interest in each other for unknown reasons.

well, a few weeks ago i found that he had an online personals ad up that he was very active on. i called him on it - we fought. we agreed to work through it.

then on saturday my engine in my car blew up. my credit isnt great, i still owe on the paper weight of a car i now i have and have zero savings. also, no way to work without him.

but on Monday - i find MORE personal ads! i make my way into his email and see he is actively emailing 18 year old girls!! i pack up all his stuff, he comes home from work, we fight it out. he cries, he swears it means nothing and he is doing it because he gained 40lbs since we've been together and uses these girls' attention to make him feel attractive. he likens it to porn. - selfish gratification. (but WE met on MATCH!) he seems ssoo genuinely sorry... but at the same time, really distant.

enough for me to want to kick him out. but i still love him. i think. also - im entirely STUCK without a car!!!!!! i looked into buses, cabs, friends... none of it will work out!!!

so he is still here. i dont know what to do!!! *wails*
i've been crying all the time, i feel so betrayed, i want to believe him that he wont do it anymore but how can i trust that!?
why is it that i'm only 24 years old but i feel like he is the last chance i have at love. what if i pass him up and i'm single forever? what if this really is as good as it gets??? "all men cheat" supposedly - so why should i flip out like this? is it really cheating? - he says no. i say yes!

ugh!!!!!

does anyone have experience buying cars with sub prime credit? think 590-620 range - no bankruptcy or repo's or anything of that sort....

does anyone know this feeling of being utterly attached to someone you know you shouldnt be??

any sage advice for me??
please?


HarpoChicoGroucho
04-24-2008, 02:55 AM
I would kick him out -- immediately. He's a loser if you had to demand for him to get a job AND clean up. He should be getting his self-esteem boosts from YOU. You're his girlfriend, and you're pretty much supporting him. I would never, ever, ever support a man. Never. Love isn't even worth supporting a man for.

He's using you, so I'd use him (for rides) until you get your car situation figured out. I don't know about the car buying thing. I have excellent credit and bought one brand new. Can you get it fixed? Maybe a rental car until it's fixed? Maybe try Craigslist or the classified to find some cheap but reliable car until you can buy a new one? You're away from home, right? So having one of your parents/relatives co-sign isn't an option?

It's not your last chance for love. I just broke up with a guy a few weeks ago and I'm already seeing someone else. I always say I'm not going to start worrying about finding a serious relationship for a few more years.

KateRN
04-24-2008, 03:08 AM
yeah, way across the country from *anybody*. for being here for as long as i have been, i know very few reliable people. i have a fair amount of people who i "know" but no one i could call on for any kind of help. ugh.

i hate that im still so attached to him. im jealous of women who can just get mad and be done with a guy. I dont get mad... i get hurt, then i try to be better, then i get sick to my stomach thinking of losing him. aahhhh!


HarpoChicoGroucho
04-24-2008, 03:40 AM
Yeah, I dumped the last guy because he called me a drama queen. I'm not at all a drama queen, and that made me so mad that I told him not to call me again. I guess that was sort of dramatic, but it's a rarity.

Why are you so hung up on him? It looks like he's not worthy of you -- you can do SO much better. You deserve better. And on top of that, he's checking out other options? He's definitely not "as good as it gets." There's much, much, much better.

It'll hurt for awhile, but since he's not contributing anything but a ride and the internet, you'll be better off without all the grief he's giving you.

:hug:

SunshineRunner
04-24-2008, 06:48 AM
I have a lot to say on this...but have to get to work...I'm definitely following up tonight...but I agree with Harpo - get your stuff together and get him out of there...use him for the ride for a week or two until you get the car thing figured out...but he sounds more like a compulsive liar...one who doesn't have any aspirations or desire to get off the couch...btw, I hate video games as my b/f is addicted...but my hate is going to be moving on soon....cause I'll be moving out eventually....mentally, I'm done with it....the good news is he does actually go to work....

scorpio88
04-24-2008, 07:53 AM
Kick him out! He needs to straighten out his life himself, you've tried to help him but assuming he's around your age, not going to school and having to force someone to get a job because they play video games all day shows he needs to do some growing up before he can be in a serious relationship.

You can always stay friends, but keep your ground. Do not give in to him, IMO it is cheating as he is out there looking for other people. Like someone said, he should getting his self confidence from you, not from some 18 year olds he's never met.

Oh and assuming that's you in your avatar, you'll have no trouble finding love. You're beautiful, and I'm sure any guy would be lucky to have you. :)

suitejudyblueeyes
04-24-2008, 08:51 AM
:hug: Kate... I'm with the consensus here. It's not bad enough that he's wholly dependent on you and seemingly irresponsible, he's ALSO apparently trying to cheat on you. If he feels unattractive, he shouldn't be looking to other women to make him feel better! That's such weird logic!

I have to say, I think it's really saying something with the Marines WON'T TAKE HIM BACK. You know how desperate they are for soldiers, right? And they *turned this guy down.*

This isn't your last chance for love.... you definitely deserve better than this guy. Isn't he the same one you posted about a while back who had no interest in sex with you? You didn't mention it as an issue so hopefully it got resolved, but if not, it's just another thing...

Do you have a coworker who might be able to give you a lift temporarily? Or I agree with the craigslist option, or classifieds. I know you said you don't have savings but I don't think you're going to be able to finance a car without credit. Or maybe you could get a guarantor? Like if someone vouches for you and puts their credit up, as assurance that you'll pay? I think that would be possible, no? Otherwise I bet you could still qualify for a tiny little bank loan that would be enough to cover a used car. I bought a car for $1200 once and it ran for two years, then just silently died....

You're beautiful, you have a great personality, you deserve better! Good luck!

shrinkinglizzy
04-24-2008, 09:00 AM
Kate,
I was posting with very, very similar issues earlier this year.
1 -- it was scary to think that my relationship, the one I'd dedicated 2 years to, was a mistake. By breaking up with him, I was admitting failure. That was unfathomable to me.
2 -- we got along most of the time! it was just than dang $$ he owes me...well, that led to resentment, lack of sex, lack of respect...he tried to work for a while but it was in real estate, which doesn't really pay and is fraught with diappointment.
3 -- living together means we had established quite the routine. I was afraid to break it.

BUT, with the help of this site (amanda, you know who I'm lookin at!) as well as my therapist, as well as ALL of my friends and family, I finally broke up with him, though we are still living together because of $$.

I just wanted to tell you that I feel your pain. As for the car, my credit was still good when I bought my car, though now it's not (thank you very much, John.) But, now that I think about it, John found a car on CL that was $3000, he just paid for it straight out, and it seems OK. I'd go with CL. Some of the dealers don't do credit checks.

Good luck!!

S

shannonmb
04-24-2008, 09:29 AM
KateRN, you really need to take care of yourself! Since I'm a mom, I like to think of situations like this as "would I want this for my daughter?" I know you can't relate to that at this point, but would you want your sister, mom, best friend, anyone, to put up with that?

Personally, I think it's bad enough that you are supporting him, but I LOVE his way of repaying you, scoping out the scene to see if there's anything better out there he might latch on to. I hate to say that, because I know you have feelings for him. But UNFORTUNATELY, there are a LOT of lazy men out there who consciously or subconsciously take advantage of loving, giving women. I also hate to say it, but a lot of us have a less than healthy self-esteem because of our weight issues, which makes us prime targets for this type of guy.

You are a lovely person, and there is no reason why you should settle for someone who not only does not contribute to the life you deserve, but also undermines you by looking elsewhere. When I met my dh, I was the 32 year old single mother of a 2 year old(the product of a man just like your boyfriend), and weighed almost 300 lbs. I am a great lady, however, which dh noticed, and we have been fantastically in love and happy for 5 years. My daughter calls him daddy! ;o)

As far as the car situation, I have been through that as well. You can most definitely get a car loan, the only problem is you will probably pay a much higher interest rate. Small price to pay, IMO!!! Start by calling your own bank. They probably won't give you the loan, but they may have ideas. Then call some dealerships. Just tell them the situation and they will lead you in the right direction!

You can move on and BE HAPPY! The only sure thing is, that WILL NOT happen till you find the strength to get to know yourself and love yourself enough not to put up with this kind of crap.

BIG HUG! sorry so long...Im also an RN :o)

SephyFowl
04-24-2008, 09:35 AM
I would say kick him out! I know how it is when you are in such a routine and it feels like the world would end without that person. I just recently got divorced after 3 years of marriage where I didn't have to work and could just go to school, but him being military we moved and so I didn't have a degree to start a job on or even a job at all! I had to pick myself up and decide that I could stay in a marriage where we both weren't happy and he persued outside ways of making him happy and have the niceties(sp?) or just get up and decide enough is enough take your stuff and leave.

I am much happier now, I have a sense of accomplishment that I could do that and that I can survive with out him. I had the same feelings that you are having that this is my last shot at love since who would want a 21 yearold that was married for 3 years and is divorced..Divorced at 21, but then I stopped, and with the help of my sisters, thought if that is something that someone hears and is immediately turned away without hearing the backround then they aren't worth my time!

You are beautiful and you are kind and obviously daring to move across the country to work! :) You will find someone that is good enough for you.

As for the car thing I would use him until you get that figured out since he was using you for a place to crash and play his video games. When I was 18 I got a small loan for a car it was like 4500 or something and it was over five years and the monthly payments were like 126 and I highly doubt I had any credit then! haha good luck

carolineintx
04-24-2008, 10:18 AM
What a situation you are in! I agree with the others, you deserve better than this guy. As for whether to kick him out or keep him around to use his car while he's there, I think it depends on whether you will be able to 'move on' with him still there or if his presence is going to make that impossible. I'd definitely be tempted to make the most of the situation given your car issues, but at the same time, having this guy out of your life might be a breath of fresh air and well worth the scrambling for transportation.

Whatever you do, definitely start saving as much cash as you can so you can get a new car. craigslist is definitely a good option, as would be local newspaper listings, bulletin board postings and even ebay has cars for sale. I would look into borrowing from a local credit union perhaps, definitely at least get some quotes from different places to find out exactly what kind of interest rate you're looking at, and figure out how much car you can afford. In the meantime maybe look into public transportation in your area, or maybe you could find a carpool? Maybe a coworker would be willing to give you a ride if you chipped in on their gas or something? Good luck! There are definitely inexpensive cars out there that run ok if you look for em, I sold my old car for 700 bucks and it was still running fine, no major issues. It just had a lot of miles on it, had some dents and scratches and was 6 years old. So I'm sure you can find something if you look hard enough. Good luck!

Scarlett
04-24-2008, 01:06 PM
why is it that i'm only 24 years old but i feel like he is the last chance i have at love. what if i pass him up and i'm single forever? what if this really is as good as it gets??? "all men cheat" supposedly - so why should i flip out like this? is it really cheating? - he says no. i say yes!


this part of your original post really struck me. It seems like you are staying with him out of fear. It is not good to make any sort of life decision out of fear. You should be wanting to stay with him because you want to be with him, not because your afraid not to be.

Do you think about him all day, does he give you butterflyes, is he PERFECT to you....if not I don't think he's worth it.

You deserve someone that is crazy about you who treats you right...you don't have to settle. I think that it is better to be alone and happy than in an unhealthy relationship. I have alot of respect for many women who are alone in their 50's...they did not settle and marry the next semi-decent man they ran into in their 30's to conform to societies standards. They say I want someone who I'm crazy in love with who gives me butterflies or it's not worth it.

You also need to ask yourself why you put up with this behavior...not to be selfrightout or anything but I've discontinued seeing guys over alot less. You really teach people how to treat you and by staying with your boyfriend throughout all this crap you are telling him that it's alright to treat you like that.

Also from what you said it doesn't sound like he really loves you...imo actions speak MUCH louder than words...if he loved you, you would know it and wouldn't doubt it. It is VERY easy to tell when a guy is in love with you because they act all crazy and crap. IF he loved you he would be making a vallant effort to get his life on track so that he could take care of you. Leaving you the burden of caring for him financially is not somehting someone that loves you does.

BrandNewJen
04-24-2008, 01:14 PM
I guess my question is: how many chances does he GET?

You've already confronted him about the personals. If that didn't scare him into a reality check, then what will?? He KNEW you were upset enough to confront him and he did it AGAIN? I don't care what his excuse is. His excuse IS that he doesn't care enough about you or your feelings to do as you ask.

Technically, as he provides NOTHING for your house, he is a GUEST. And you as the HOST have every right to kick him out whenever you want. This is a GROWN MAN we're talking about! Not a teenager! He has been given numerous chances, numerous "talkings-to" etc etc etc... time to put the trash to the curb.

Love is a wonderful thing... but it also makes you BLIND! You see everything, but you have some kind of hidden blinders on so you don't see the IMPACT that it has.

Kick him out. Irregardless you'll still be without a car. And maybe without the BAGGAGE you'll be free to find someone else... maybe someone else who is more than willing to help you get to work every day.

As for credit--- my hubby had HORRIBLE credit when we met. No bankruptcies or repos, but negligent on paying credit cards, cards cancelled, etc etc. We worked on it and got everything paid off, and RIGHT after his engine died too. And he owed some money on it.

BUT--- he was willing to drive a junker car in the meantime... He was able to secure a small line of credit around 4,000 from a car dealership to get a lower end car to transport him in the meantime (I loaned him the money to pay off the dead car that he owed on--- took over his finances and had myself paid back in a few months)

But you have a very good chance to get financed through a dealership if you get a very low end used car--- they have to jump through some hoops, but he got financed.

You have ZERO savings?? None at all? Even if you had a few hundred bucks, you might browse the Craigslist ads in your area for a MEGA junker car... just so you have something in the meantime. Humbling though it may be....

Pinkadot
04-24-2008, 01:53 PM
I am in this exact same situation basically.. been with this guy for 6.5 years, and I've found personal ads he's put out.. also found cybersex conversations hes had with other women... we are still together.. because he always acts really really sorry and cries etc. but my self esteem has gotten really low, and I always feel like an old, unattractive, woman.. but im only 22! Every time we make up, I tell myself, NEXT time.. I'm leaving him, for sure. I'm probably the worst person to be giving advice about this, but just know you're not alone :o

FreeSpirit
04-24-2008, 02:55 PM
He's sorry because he has no where else to go. He's sorry because you take care of him like a mother and he doesn't want to lose that. I don't think he's sorry because he loves you. He's using you, sweety.

You gotta wash that man right outta your hair and send him on his way!

Cassa
04-24-2008, 03:30 PM
Oh Kate!

You are worth SO much more than that!

I stayed in a bad relationship for way too long. I didn't stay because I loved him (I knew I didn't), or because he claimed to love me (I knew he didn't). I stayed because I thought it was my only chance. I stayed because I didn't want to be single. I stayed because I thought I was lucky to find someone who accepted me the way I was, and there was no way anybody else would ever want me. How ridiculous and self-destructive!!!!

But I know better now. I know that I am an incredible person, that I am worth real love and genuine affection. More importantly, I know I am an entire person without being half of a couple.

Kate, you deserve so much more than the trouble he is causing you! Muster up your courage, and kick that user/abuser/loser to the curb. You obviously have a lot to offer, and he's going to take as much from you as you will let him.

Good luck, girl!

~Cassie

mayness
04-24-2008, 03:33 PM
Well, my first instinct was: DTMFA (google it if necessary). But I'll try to be more informative.

I absolutely think you need to kick him out, 100%. Even if you want to somehow make it work with him, you don't need to dump him altogether (well, I think maybe you do, but for the sake of argument)... you just need to make him get his own place and do his own chores and shopping and stuff. You need to do it for HIS sake, if he's ever going to have a normal life and be able to support himself like an adult.

Love isn't enough. You need/deserve a partner, a teammate, and he certainly can't hold up his end of the deal right now.

Right now I'm supporting my husband financially (until we move to a new city), but he's supporting me in other ways while I finish up my degree (emotional support, and he does EVERYTHING around the house, I do nothing but cook :D). Most importantly, he's always, ALWAYS, respectful of me and expresses that he's grateful for what I do. I might feel differently if I weren't absolutely sure that he can support himself if necessary, and will get a good, full-time job again once we move.

As for the cheating (I call it that too!).. there's a huge difference between looking at porn and chatting with 18 year old girls that you meet on dating sites. I think you have every right to be mad, and this would be a dealbreaker for me, for sure.

lissa9501
04-24-2008, 05:13 PM
repeat this kick him to the curb kick him to the curb
look into places that finance privately instead of thru banks or credit unions or start saving for a junker
heck i'd cut the internet off on him lol

bjeweled
04-24-2008, 05:30 PM
just to add to the rest.

i know what its like to be attached to a man that you know you need to get rid of but just cant. IT AINT WORTH IT GIRL! dump him, dump him, dump him.

1) any man that is okay living with you and allowing you to take care of him isnt a man he's a boy and a loser. :devil:
2) he has the audacity to be meeting other women under the roof you pay for. oh no girlfriend you should kick his tail out and play "call tyrone'" by erykah badu while you are doing so. :mad:
3) you are smart and beautiful and deserving of someone who can be productive in this life. you have many years to find the right one. but think about this...if you stay with this one you'll not only be taking care of him later on...but his kids and your family too. cause he knows what hes doing and is using you and you'll never truly be happy.
keep me updated

Feral
04-24-2008, 06:50 PM
Ohhhh girl!

I have the same thing to say as everyone else.

The only thing I can really add to it is this. As far as you feeling like this might be your ONLY chance:

We've all been there and done that. Every time you "fall in love" it seems like it is the end all and be all. Guess what? For that moment it is, but rest assured, no matter how much the heartache makes you feel like this is IT, it's really not. You will find someone that comes along that will make you forget how bad you WERE hurting when the sky was falling down around you.

Have you read the book "He's Just Not That Into You." I know it sounds weird but seriously, GREAT book.

You should be treated the way you KNOW you deserve to be treated. If he's sitting on his *** at home all day (pardon my french) then you should be coming home to a clean house, chores done... thats the LEAST someone can do when the other person is supporting them. Its all about RESPECT.

Also, follow your gut. If your gut tells you something is wrong (like when you found those ads the SECOND time) then it probably is.

You're too good for that honey! Kick his booty to the curb!!!!! Let one of his 18 year old "friends" come support him and see how long they put up with that mess!

P.S. Think about how you would want your DAUGHTER to be treated like a man. If she was being treated the way he's treating you, you'd be flying through the roof!

net knee
04-24-2008, 09:43 PM
I have been with my bf for 8 years in May. I have almost all of the problems you do! I'm almost in tears reading your post because it seems like you're describing my relationship. My man plays video games 24/7 online and not. He stays up all hours of the night. I havent found any personal ad's yet so not sure about that part but he just stopped going to work last august and he only works seasonal work. He's a pool guy, installing, fixing, opening/closing ect... We fought over unemployment which he didnt care enough to call or claim it so I supported him for almost 5 months with no income from him. Finally get got his unemployment and was lucky enough to be invited back to work with his same employer. well that was two weeks ago. He went back on Tues. 4/15, through Sat 4/19 and HASN'T RETURNED to work since! He's not going so they will "fire" him so he can sit at home and collect his measly 140 bucks a week on unemployment!:mad: I'm sick of the teenage/college boy attitude. We need to grow up and I'm taking steps in that direction and he's refusing. We live together and don't have enough to rent out own place so we're renting a room at my dad's house, which he is a trucker and never home so it's not like we're living WITH my dad... just at his house- and dad needs the financial help anyways... different story there... I'm sick and tired of the sh*t and Feel hopeless and angry. Sex life is non existant all my fault b/c i have no desire at all.... NONE... we fight over that all the time too. I know we have our routine set and i also feel like i can't live without him... I dont get butterflies or think of him all day long or think he's perfect. We get along really well when we're not fighting about money or sex or jobs. We have fun together and are great friends but i don't feel we're right for each other anymore and I need someone more supportive and more mature. :cry:
SO i feel for you and I have read all the other posts and it just seems so much easier said than done and makes me sick to my stomach to think about...:?:

xGurlyGrlx
04-25-2008, 03:17 AM
Kate - First... :hug:
This guy sucks and needs to go! My best friend is going through almost the same thing but she has 3 kids. You don't want to be where she is now. It got worse...way worse. She has been supporting his broke *** for seven....YES, SEVEN!!!! years. She has tried to leave but then feels bad. I don't get it. He is disrespectful, rude, selfish, demanding, and he is a liar.

As for the car situation... my friend, same one, had really bad credit...like 540. She got a loan and a brand new car...granted the interest rate is ridiculous. However, it may be worth it to get your life back on track without this guy.

I don't think you can trust him with the personal ads. Esp. since you called him out and he did it again. That is just ridiculous. He will continue to do this behind your back. I had a guy friend that did the same thing to his many gfs. I learned so many things from this guy that I never thought someone would do. He seemed SOO nice and sweet but he did the most jacked up things. OMG...I could go on for days...but I won't. I'm really sorry you are going through this. You deserve much better and are beautiful! He is not your "last chance at love." Very far from!

In the meantime, you could do something to jack up his Internet connection so he will not be able to access his ads... :devil:

KateRN
04-25-2008, 03:33 AM
thanks so much for your replies and PMs!! made me cry!! :) *hugs*

i feel like i *know* i need to kick him out... and i feel so confident in that decision... until he is in the room with me. and then, it all goes to crap.

big news, however - i got a car!!! apparently - a dealer was willing to finance me!! woohoo! got the car today!

strike one! :)

xGurlyGrlx
04-25-2008, 03:38 AM
GOOD! That is one positive! Now you really don't need him. Maybe you could print one of his ads and hold it while you tell him what you need to. I'm sure you would feel what you need to holding that while asking him to leave. He doesn't care about you. I think the whole weight thing is just to make you feel sorry for him because he probably knows you would be sympathetic to that. Good luck!! BE STRONG! I know you are...you stab people with needles for a living...:D

shannonmb
04-25-2008, 08:29 AM
YAY! I'm so glad you got a car!!! Now the pressure of your decision is off.

If I were you (and I HAVE been, more than once), I wouldn't stress out too much about the big decision of throwing him out or not. You are the one holding ALL the cards in the situation, and I'm pretty sure it won't take you too long to get to the point where you don't even care about him anymore. Then it's super easy, you'll be like, don't let the door hit you where the good lord split you!!!!!

Just make sure you keep reading these posts and hearing the TRUTH about him, because it will happen that much faster.

One more thought, as far as worrying about finding someone else, it is NOT going to be hard. In fact, you could walk down the street and probably find 5 guys who don't work who would LOVE for you to support them, and THEY would probably clean the frickin house while you are slaving away at work, AND not cyber-cheat on you!!!!!! (like the Beyonce song..."You must not know 'bout me, you must not know 'bout me. I could find another you in a minute, matter of fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby").

Of COURSE what you really need is a real man, and you (a beautiful girl with a great job and a NEW CAR:carrot:) can surely find one of those!!

Feral
04-25-2008, 09:28 AM
I'm with Kara on this. You have the car situation taken care of. To me, this is the universe setting you up to realize that you are an INDEPENDENT woman and that you are able to obtain the things that you've been stressed out about WITHOUT his help.

I know how you feel about making up your mind then losing it once he's in the room. I can't access myspace right now, but some time over the weekend I will post a bulletin one of my friends put up about relationships. It's a gentle "reminder" of things we sometimes forget. I typically don't repost that kind of crap but it was good.

Again, like someone else said, you're only going to be mad at yourself a year from now when you're in the same relationship you knew you should've let go of a year prior!!!! You can never change someone. They're the only person that can do that.... so if he's doing this now, I can't really see it getting much better permanently. You have to make the decision as to whether or not you're going to enable his behavior or if you want a change.

Keep your chin up, doll!

Shopaholic1204
04-25-2008, 11:19 AM
I'm just wondering..has he been overseas, like to a war zone?? Because that could be why he's so lazy w/no motivation. I'm not saying all military guys are like that..I just know from a few friends that their hubby's and bf's are like that after a deployment, but they usually get counseling. Plus, that is just weird that the Marines wont take him back..

Having a personal ad is no excuse for anything. That is just crossing the line. I agree with everyone else, you should kick him out. It just doesnt sound like he respects you at all. You are beautiful, and you'll find someone who treats you like a queen and worships the ground you walk on.

Trust me, not all guys are cheaters or jerks.

twentysixpoint2
04-25-2008, 01:43 PM
I am fairly new here, but this topic caught my attention, because I've been nearly exactly where you are.

I won't reiterate what everyone else has (essentially this man is behaving like a giant succubus!) I will say that the only way I was able to stay strong in this position and remain confident in my decision to get the guy out of my house and life, was to focus on how disrespected I felt by his daily decision to leech off of me and take advantage of me. I thought about people I love like friends and family and how, because I truly care for them and I'm a generally decent person, I would never sit around and expect them to cover my bases financially or otherwise. I can't fathom it.

I also thought about how uncomplicated my life would be without someone laying around making messes and eating my food. (turns out, a lot less complicated! And liberating! Wooo!)

My ex was also doing some online canoodling (via that evil Myspace!) and that sealed the deal for me.

Ok, I will reiterate, you're beautiful! Believe me, this guy is not it for you. I can't wait for you to feel appreciated and as an equal partner in a relationship. It will happen and it is fantastic!

Feral
04-25-2008, 07:05 PM
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.

If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.

Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'.

A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

Don't stay because you think 'it will get better.

You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.

He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.

If something bothers you,speak up.

Never let a man know everything.* He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behaviour.* Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man.

If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.

You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute
about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.


You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him -he takes it for granted.

Never move into his mother's house.

Never co-sign for a man.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with other women and men (just so they know)...You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

"They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them..."

Shopaholic1204
04-25-2008, 07:09 PM
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.

If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.

Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'.

A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

Don't stay because you think 'it will get better.

You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.

He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.

If something bothers you,speak up.

Never let a man know everything.* He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behaviour.* Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job.

Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man.

If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.

You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute
about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.


You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him -he takes it for granted.

Never move into his mother's house.

Never co-sign for a man.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with other women and men (just so they know)...You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

"They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them..."


Thats pretty good.

Feral
04-25-2008, 07:28 PM
Like I said before, posted by a friend on Myspace. Supposedly it came from Oprah of all people... but its a good reminder :)

Don't settle for less than you know you're worth!

xonlywishesx
04-26-2008, 03:23 AM
That sounds just like my last relationship! I depended on him for transportation to work to pay ALL the bills. I ended up kicking him out and I felt so much better. Just think of all the money you'll save by not supporting him! Take that money and use it to get transportation. Look in the paper and try getting a little POS until you can afford a better car. Or maybe talk to your supervisors about your situation. See if he/she can pull some strings and work out a carpool for you. All the stress of a relationship like that isn't healthy. If he has stated in the past that he is going to give up the personal ads and yet you caught him still using them, he's not going to stop. Show him you mean business and kick him out. I'm not saying break up with him, you can stay together but don't let him walk all over you. See how he does when you aren't being his suga momma. He'll be forced to fend for himself and learn some responsibility. After I kicked out my boyfriend, he got a job and he's kept it for four months now (which is record high for him). He'll have deeper respect for you and also himself. :)