Oh my God!
I got home last night to find that the
cat that I don't even like had got shut in my bedroom (obviously hiding under the
bed again) and had peed and pood all over my bed, and I mean all over. I can't believe such a small animal can produce so much. I mean, I work in a hospital and deal with incontinence and people don't produce that much mess!
It went all the way through the duvet, mattress protector and blanket to the mattress
My bed and sheets were new and lovely and I was really hacked off. I spent ages soaking and washing it all in biological power to get rid of the terrible smell.
To top it all off, I was telling my friends at work today, and one of them is a
crazy cat lover and started really telling me off for shutting him in the room - like I intended to do that! She told me I was cruel! I seem to spend my life looking after this ungrateful and vindictive cat, carrying the thing to its food everyday, twice a day, and gently stroking and coaxing the fussy thing to eat, and it regularly manages to scratch me as I try not to let it starve. I was really
off to be told that I was cruel
Ok tantrum over, it was good to let it all out!
I was very pleased yesterday that despite all these traumas, I didn't eat badly, and I didn't give in to the idea of eating takeaway rather than cooking something healthy.
sarahgrace - I'm sorry to hear that WW isn't working for you anymore. What are you thinking of doing instead?
veggie - 4lbs is brilliant
. I know that it is depressing when we are still heavier than we were before, but you're losing again now, that is the important thing.
kn1ghtbabe - you are such an inspiration
. I think a lot of people would just give up on the lifestyle change for a while after what you've been through, but you just keep at it.
I'm glad that the OT was helpful, and good luck with the scan.