This Time Last Year...
I had gained the freshman "15" (more like 10 pounds for me) and weighed a little above
200 pounds around the holidays, certainly an obese BMI for my height. I had always been obese to overweight, gaining as I got older, and couldn't find clothing in non-plus-sized stores without facing serious frustration. I recall going to find clothing with my mother one day, and storming out after not finding one thing I felt comfortable in. I felt fat, insecure, and self-conscious. I remember not being able to cross my legs properly, and was wearing a size 16 - 18 in jeans, but preferred sweats. I would go on mini shopping sprees for doughnuts and sweets (which admittedly was as fun as it was unhealthy.) I ate whatever I wanted and exercised 0% of the time.
Up until freshman year, I had been in denial and did not want to go shopping at plus-sized stores. But, at some point, I started dressing better, wearing jeans instead of sweats, and got a jacket that I loved (all through stores like Torrid and Lane Bryant.) Dressing better helped me feel less self-conscious and I think was important in making that next step to becoming healthier.
Now...
I am about
161 pounds, soon to be 160, and am no longer obese! I eat much better and exercise often (trying for thirty minutes, six days a week), and through that, I've lost almost 40 pounds since this time last year! I'm now a size 12 and feel more comfortable with myself. Most importantly, I'm much healthier! My knees are under less stress (bad knees run in the family) and I'm trying to take up running. My mini-goal is 160, and I'm very close!