I'm not a 20 something but wanted to chime in for fun.
My boss's wife is my evil motivation. That woman is evil incarnate.
I have to give her credit, she works out and watches her diet and she does look good, but, she's such a snoot about it.
You know, "My elite fitness trainer, you know him, the State Trooper and on the SWAT team really worked us hard this morning!" She always throws that in my face and I don't know why, my son is also a trooper and on the SWAT team, what of it. Those guys all workout hard.
"I need a new wardrobe, I've lost so much weight!" She really hasn't, she just likes to spend money.
But she has this attitude that really bites. I can tell when she looks at me she's thinking I could never look as good as her because I don't have money, and I have to work, and well you know, I'm just not the "upper crust." Only wealthy women have the time and the money to "look this good!"
For me, I want to show the person who stole my job from me up. She and I were about the same size when I started and she wouldn't have any idea that I am losing this weight. We're CERTAINLY not friends, so I don't know how I would see her. But, I would make sure I "ran into her" so she could see me. I'm mean...
I was really hoping my ex would give me the satisfaction of regreting what he lost, instead he just told me I'm too skinny now and I look sick. Eff him I say! He got fat.
guamvixen, your ex is a twat. Sorry and all...but yeah.
the annoying thing is I can SO hear my ex saying that when I get to goal weight... and it pisses me off. AT LEAST LET ME HAVE SOME KIND OF SATISFACTION!
It's petty and I don't know WHY I still remember this.. well I just remembered this 2 days ago. But anyway, my (skinny) 4-6th grade BFF turned into a party girl by 7th grade, and her fat friend (me, though I wasn't that fat back then) was no longer an acceptable accessory for these questionable sort of parties she got into.
Anyway, after like a year of mess and backstabbing we 'broke up' and I haven't seen her since. Back then she wanted me to go on a diet and basically changing my personality and looks to be more like her/ her new friends, and I was pretty miserable.
I found her in facebook few months ago, she's still a skinny party girl. Now, I don't hold this to her, we were kids afterall, but I want to get slimmed down and dolled up and meet her and saw her jaw drop. In a waaaay, it's a bit like an ex thing but yeah, it's a fat related past issue that may need a bit of closure.
My "evil" motivation is to be fitter than my sister in law.. LOL I want to kind of show off to "ex's" if i ever run into them which i hope i dont.. ugh. BUT if i do! to be all like "ooo look at me" lol
Just to add to mine.. I don't want to look fatter then my 5-11 soon to be sister in law!! At my highest weight I was only 5lbs lighter then her and at 5-0 even i looked like a blob!! She's always in skimpy clothes and for once I kind of want the family to look at me and go "what is she wearing?!?!" instead of "oh shes always so nice and covered up!" bleh! i want to be the sexy scandal of the new fam for once! heheh!
Most of all, a girl who's kinda my friend who does the false pity thing for my weight (she's got a thin hourglass shape, damn her). I've known her long enough that I know she delights in my overweight-ness b/c she feels better then. I wanna flaunt a slender body! Screw her self-esteem!
I would never tell anyone this (other than you lovely people), but I want to stick it to that girl. She's a really cute girl, but she thinks she's the most amazing person in existence. Stereotypically, she's always going on either about how fat she feels (she's my height and weighs 112 and STILL has the right kind of curves), or how she's so thin and beautiful and so hot and how can any guy pick someone else over her? And she's so very, very intelligent, unlike the rest of the idiots around her. Sometimes it gets so bad that I'll hear that 3-6 times when I'm around her.
Also, the darkest part of me hopes when she is married and/or has kids, she'll get way bigger like her mother (who's built the same) and I'll be the hot skinny one, not saying anything about it because we both see the role reversal!
Mean, so so mean, but it's what I hope for sometimes...
Last edited by LiannaKole; 09-12-2010 at 01:58 AM.
I want a double syllable "damn" from a guy. You know, like "Da-amn!" Drawn out and stuff. Dunno if I'll ever get that, but a girl can dream.
I want to be called "skinny" or even a skinny ***** by a rude and/or drunk person. Or that they could snap me like a twig. Let them be perplexed by my grin.
I want, WANT, to look hot in skinny jeans and pencil skirts with wide belts.
I want to be able to wear a bikini for the first time.
I want a biker to try to pick me up again (like with a pickup line) - only happened once when I was thinner, but I'd welcome another.
My evil motivation has to do with friends, and the family of my ex-husband. There is just something so annoying about people telling you "wow you look thinner, did you lose weight" every single time they see you (even when you gained weight...) I just want to shut them up for good...
that sounds awful!! But you'll show them soon enough !
but yeah, it's a fat related past issue that may need a bit of closure. 
Otherwise yikes! lol
