I just wanted to stop in and re-introduce myself. I've been here before, under another account who's info I forgot (and don't have access to the email I used anymore). It depresses me that I'm starting over. Again. For the 3rd time. After getting down to the 240s, I am back above 300 (I had hit 330 at one point and after 2 weeks am down to 323), and at the highest weight I've ever been.
My name is Mandy. I am 30. I am hating myself right now and I can't believe I let myself get back to this point, regardless of the reasons.
All I can do is move forward, and I remembered this website being helpful to me in the past. Moving all about the country has really messed with me, food wise. It's stressful, and I eat my emotions. But one more move and I'll be *done* with the moving for a while.
This post is disjointed and pretty much reflects my thought processes right now.
I am also using MyFitnessPal to track my calories, user name also FeraFilia, if you use that site and would like to add me there.
This time around I am armed with a food scale, a heart rate monitor, and have plans to get a Fitbit One. I really can't afford to *not* succeed this time.
I can do this. I WILL DO THIS.
Thanks for reading, and my future posts will be much less depressing as I'm a naturally happy, cheerful type person.
Because this thread has sort of become a chronicle of my progress, I thought I'd add my chart to the first post.
My Weight Chart: