Can I ask exactly what you are eating now? What did you eat today? Yesterday? Are you exercising at all now? You know it won't last to not eat. The last thing you want to do is undo what you've done and gain a lot of the weight back. But you're going to have to eat and get to feeling like you again. What kinds of things can you eat and feel the way you want to feel? I'm sure you want to feel energetic, happy, healthy. You can fuel up on fruits, veggies, whole wheats, lean meats etc.. If you do that and get active, you're going to get to your goal. And, most importantly, you're going to feel good when you get there!