Oh, it'll get better!! I promise. I feel the same way.
Like today we went out for dinner and I saw someone who I went to high school with. Needless to say, I feel like BEYOND crap. She looks amazing and she has had 6 kids!!!!
I really want to start going to the Y, but I can't get myself in the zone. I don't want to go by myself and workout with people there.
If you ever need to chat, I'm here