Hi everyone. Hope you all had wonderful holidays and survived. I've missed you all so very much, as I always do when I go MIA.
But, it's time. It's time to move on. To let go. To rededicate myself to getting healthy and strong. It's time to concentrate on Jennifer. It's time. And am so happy about it. I've been playing with fire for too long now, and I know am over 200 lbs again. Wasn't that long ago I was weighing 188 lbs. I am sure it's around 210. But I've been too terrified to get on that scale. Soon, but not today.
I survived yet another move, now I am sharing a house with one of my girlfriends until I can find something of my own that I can actually afford without starving. I survived the holidays, which in it's self must be celebrated. But I also survived being served with my divorce papers on Christmas Eve. Talk about great timing. He has a way. But I survived it all. And now, am back. Strong. Confident. And determined. I've done it before and I will do it again!
My first commitment is to this board. I will log on everyday during the week, wether I am doing wonderful or just had a fit over a bagel. Wether I gain or lose. I commit myself to this board, and to all of my friends here. (may sound a bit too serious but I need to do this)
I am home once again, and I have a strong feeling, I won't be wandering any time soon.
Hope you all are well and can't wait to catch up!