Welcome back Julie! and you are by no means the start over queen...
and I mean that in the most positive way. I think we all hold a place on that throne
well I will intorduce myself also, my name is Nancy and I begain my weight loss journy 5 years ago and started around 190ish (I was terrifed to actually weigh myself) I tried several types of diets and lost down to 150. then like others who have and will go before me I slacked off and of course gained back kup to 183, then lost down to 154 again then back up to 175 and hence this last round I am on now. But this time I am more determined than ever to journal, exercise and come here for support. I too enjoy weights but have never tried kettle balls you will have to tell me more about them.
anyway welcome hope you post often. we like to share around here