Ladybug, don't worry about the past and don't be mad at yourself. We've all done it, over and over again, making promises to ourselves and not keeping them. But you're here now, and you're committed, and you can do it! This board has been a HUGE factor in my success so far, because it keeps me accountable and I can learn from all the people who are on this same journey. So keep coming back, and share your experiences with us, and we'll all do this together!!