Hey everyone,

My naughty party is tonight so that should be fun!! Anyway I didn't do my best last night, but my eating overall has been okay... I am feeling sick and am having a mini-TOM right now (argh!)

Belle: wow, it's getting so close!! Less than 3 weeks! I should at least be close to my BBC wish weight so I am happy!

Cheers!

Ali

Your "wish weight" that is cute! I won't make my wish weight. But I have made significant changes and I have managed to reign in the "all or nothing" thing, so that is good!! Plus, I did pilates last night and I'll do my circuit tonight. I have made headway with the exercise thing!

I just want to get through to the wedding before beginning the new years challenge! But I'll get there!! I prob won't get pg for close to a year, so I can continue to focus on my weight loss efforts.

Ali, you know, although Iam totally excited for my wedding, I am getting to the point that I am looking forward to it being over and getting back to normal life!! It's been a lot to think about -and it's not over yet! On the plus side, we've managed to rack up the aeroplan points! We got a aerogold visa so we could charge all our expenses and get some points for it. Worked so far!!

YOu know what'll be hard, is the whole babymaking thing. Like today and yesterday I wasn't spotting. I spot ALL THE TIME. So I am thinking - "can I be pg??" but deep down I know that one weekend of "trying" won't do it. PLus, I have to be prepared for another miscarriage b/c my problem is that the fertilized egg has probs implanting b/c I shed the lining all the time. So, a miscarriage. But the doc said likely I wouldn't even know, it'd be so early on.

It makes me sad, but I am glad DF was so ready to start TTC now, because if we waited for me to lose 20lbs or something, maybe we'd be adding all those months. The doc said, though I am overweight, I am super healthy so I will be OK pg, far as he can tell. I see a specialist, but not for three months! Love our healthcare in Alberta...

Anyway, that is me!!

Ali, what's up with your mini-TOM?? Are you stressed out?? Maybe work issues or moving or both. I missed that you were going to a "naughty party". I went once and was enlightened. I bought edible cream that gets hot when you blow on it. Are we talking about the same kind of naughty party? I hope so, otherwise, I am now embarassed!!

Hey Kier, Swim, Jess...where is everyone today??

Hi gals! I am leaving for Seattle today! Wooohhoooo!!!! I totally need the vacation. I had MORE car problems last night, uh huh, how could it be possible? Well my boyfriend was supposed to come pick me up and I got a call "the car won't start, sorry". So I made my way home on the bus (skytrain, and two buses and a 1km walk.. I live in the boonies), I did finally make it home at like 8pm, I got off work at 6:30.. it was painful. And I got a lesson in how to start a standard (sad, I didn't know how), and I also got to learn sorta how to boost a car! Wow, all these lessons... but I'm starting to learn!

My boyfriend is being SUCH a pain lately.. and I hate to complain, but I *have* to! He wouldn't get the car boosted last night, left it all up to me, he says he had a bad day at work, and thats fine. But when I have bad days, I want to take some ACTION, he just wants to whine like a little baby.. isn't he supposed to be dealing with all this car stuff? I don't even drive the stupid thing, but I spend hours of my day on the phone trying to figure stuff out. Oh right, so with that whole bad day thing, when I have bad days and am tired, he just puts me to bed, doesn't listen to what happened, doesn't offer advice beyond "kick her ***", maybe *I* want to be baby-ed, I mean, I am the girl in this relationship.. I think?!?

Okay gals! I am off to do some laundry, because clean undies ARE a must! I will likely be back before I go.. I need to download music for my trip. ttyl!

-Aimee

Belle: Yup, the exact same kind of naughty party hehehehe, my boyfriend is encouraging me to buy stuff too which never happens. My friend is so excited about it, she's having 20 gals over with wine (though it will be diet coke for me). I don't know, I tend to spot a lot too, so it's annoying, but it had been getting better... I'd love to start trying, but will delay it for a few more years (I want to run a marathon next Spring and would like to be close or have said the "I dos" before hand). Ah yes, air miles are a good thing... and I can understand wanting to be at a point when you don't have to think wedding wedding wedding!

Cheers!

Ali

Belle: yup, our wait times are long too... I finally got an appointment for my colpolscopy (which should be so much fun ). I get that done next Tuesday... Luckily I have convince my BF to drive me. It's also almost impossible here to get a gyno appointment unless you're pregnant.


Aimee: Feel free to rant at anytime... Maybe let him know sometimes you just need a sounding board sometimes... This communication thing can be tough though. Good Luck and enjoy your trip to Seattle, what kind of music do you listen to?

Cheers!

Ali

Hi Ladies
I have been OP all day and mind you I'm in the house that grease built. we're having workmen come today so I'm going to try to squeeze my workout tape in b4 they come back. Grams in bed so I'm taking advantage of some me time woohoo
ALi the naughty party sounds fun I WANNA GO!
Belle its v. wierd when the wedding is over b/c all of a sudden everythign stops
Aimee men are babies ugh! maybe you should say to him hey some times i need some nurturing too and as for the car if he doesnt want to take care of it. . .you're not his wife its not your job don't do it he can be a big boy and face up to responsibility.
I just finished article #2 for animal fair its on a dog who did rescue at 9/11 other than that NOthings going on
Did I mention I hate Jeans that don't have stretch there so squarey bleh bleh
try to bbl
Kierie