Ladies: Good afternoon. How is everyone? I did my WI last night, and I maintained exactly. It's frustrating, since I was so ravenous these last few days. :

: I've been thinking about what Princess and several others have said, and I'm seriously considering rejoining the meetings. I know I said that I didn't need them, and I didn't before. But maybe I do now. I think I need to go back to counting points each day. I think that my mental tracking is getting lax, that there are a few (or a lot on Saturday) extra points getting in, and that's what's causing me to maintain. I looked at my tracker, and I've only lost 7 pounds this year. (Don't hit me, people who have been gaining or maintaining this year. I know that's frustrating as all get out too.) That averages to a little over 1 pound a month. And, I understand slow and steady, but I think that's too bloody slow. And registration is free now, and I think that going to WW meetings, even though I find them inane sometimes (yes, it depends on the leader), may be what I need to get these shuffling feet of mine going a little faster, and keep me counting points (which is where I almost always fall off.) So I'm going to propose to my Mom that she and I both go to WW meetings for 3 months and count points for those 3 months and then reevaluate at the end of the quarter if we want to keep going or not. I'm also considering stopping the Wendie plan -- it's served me well for a long time, but maybe I need a change -- and trying to stay at my allotted points level each day, then using my flex points only for the weekend/socializing (and counting those too!) That's going to be hard, my current total is only 21, but I can sure as **** try. What do you guys think? I'm getting more and more frustrated here. I think it's time to, as I always say, reevaluate and change my strategy.
Judy: Oh man, I had a paragraph written to you, and now it's all gone (because genius here hit reload accidentally)! Well, quickly -- Judy, sorry about the gain, but I agree, it is minor in view of your week and the challenges, and you can kick it again. Core vs. Flex is a tough choice, I understand the dilemma. Maintaining any loss is good, and keep up with those baby steps, you'll eventually look up and find that you've walking 50 miles in those baby steps! Re the meeting: thank you for your support. It was very stressful, and I had a big headache afterwards, but it went as well as could be expected, and my manager and another employee thought I handled the irritated customers very well. And I resisted the desire to go for the cocoa/coffee/milk combo (comfort food) that I wanted, which I was proud of.
Princess: is the $40 monthly pass for in-person meetings (it sounds like it)? Where do you buy that? What e-tools do you get with it? That might be the best deal. I'm not hurting for money, I've been living on basically the same budget that I was when I first moved to Tucson (I based on my budget on my original salary before i got the raises, and didn't change it much when I got the raises, and the new income has gone to either new clothes (a necessity -- nothing from last season ever fits!) and paying off my credit cards (I have one left, less than $800 on it too!) But I try to evaluate each significant expense this way -- do I need it (new clothes that aren't falling off) or do I want it (cable, an iPod, etc.) I try to save the splurges as rewards (i.e. when I get to 60 pounds lost, I'm going to buy an iPod or an MP3-cd car stereo.) So you can see why I was reluctant to do meetings when I was losing weight, even gradually. But lately, I've been getting frustrated, and I'm wondering if maybe I would benefit from it (see my note above.) You may just have talked me into it. <G> Re: Pilates -- sorry you are sore, but it's a good sore, right? I know what you mean. I'm often ravenous when I get home from the gym. If I can't wait, I go for a piece of fruit. I used to go for pretzels and a cheese stick (yumm!) but that's four points.

Good luck on your WI! I'm going home for Memorial Weekend. I am sure that the party and the joy of graduation will make up for the hassle of the overloaded weekend.
Well, back to work. Take care and have a good weekend! I probably won't be able to talk to you guys again until Tuesday -- I'm leaving on a plane to San Diego tomorrow to spend the weekend with my dad.