Hi! I too feel that way! I tried not dipping into my 35 bonus points and I wasn't using up my activity points either, so at my ww meeting on Friday, I weighed in at the same and then told the leader and group and they firmly STRESSED how important it is to "dip" and definately use those points up. They say that your body has to have fuel to burn fat (within reason I'm sure).
Good Luck and stay positive! You'll get there!