Dear Erin and Boston Elaine,
Thank you both so much for dropping me a line!
My weigh-in at my first meeting was, gulp, 234. I made up my mind before I went that I wasn't going to be upset by the number no matter what it was, and I stuck to that. I knew it had to be close to that anyway.. so no big surprise, really.
Elaine, we may well have chatted. To be honest, I don't really remember

Sorry. I was living in New York City at the time and my weight was about 185 and I thought THEN that I was the fattest ever and couldn't possibly get any bigger! Then, 9-11 happened, and job cutbacks, and move to another city... life just gets in the way sometimes!
I really want to tackle this problem this time, and I know for me its so much more than just food. So, I am also going to start going to OA. That first meeting is tonight. I know I have big issues around trust with people and I definately use food to replace the risk that being social requires.
Sooo... here we go, 99 pounds and counting!
Best,
Elaine R.
Washington, DC
Start: 8/17/05 - 234
Goal - 125