[Amberkkski]

Ugh this is so frustrating. Ive lost 30lbs in the last 3.5 months and I feel good and people are starting to notice... BUT my brothers getting married actually this Saturday so with the bridal shower and bachelorette party theres been a ton of pics and they make me feel so bad about myself. I look HUGE! If I look this huge now how big did I look before if people are noticing. Ive done all this work and I still look huge... Im twice the size of the other girls and it makes me dread doing all the wedding pics on Saturday. I was actually feeling good about my dress I paid extra to have it made to my measurments and it fits like a glove but now I don't even want to wear it. I know this process doesn't happen over night I know I wont be thin tomorrow just how long is it going to take until I fit in with everyone else in the pictures. I know as I write this that it seems childish but It just kills me that I put in all this hard work and I still am 253lbs of a big person

[lovemylife001]

Good Morning Amberkksi,

You are a beautiful person and just think about how much you have accomplished over the last 3.5 months. You are a lot healthier now and have a lot to be proud of. Just because someone is half your size doesn't make them healthy. Just stay on track and remember that you will get to your desired weight soon enough and in a healthy manner.