Hmmm yeah, its the same with me. I was just talking about this walking out to the car after my shift with a co-worker. She was telling me how great i look and i said "I wish i could see it, I dont notice any differences in myself"... even though i know i have made a great change in clothing sizes, and have dropped almost 70lbs. I just dont see it. I think its mainly due to the fact that my body shape has not changed, every lump and bump is still exactly where it used to be... i have probably lost weight over my whole body at the same time, thus keeping my shape the way it is. The person i was talking to thought i was crazy cause she notices the huge changes since she doesnt see me all the time. You see yourself every single day, so it will be harder for you to see it, especially when your body shape is not changing as much as you would like it to. It would be fantastic if we could spot reduce fat in the areas we want lol. I keep walking to the Plus Size section everytime i look for clothes and then i tell myself.. duh, silly girl! I dont need these sizes anymore! I used to know by holding up an article of clothing if it would fit me or not... now? I have no idea. I hold up a pair of jeans and i say.. ugh, those are SO Small! They will never fit!.... but wow... they do!
My boyfriend gets angry with me sometimes if i talk negative about myself. He says "Stop it! Look at yourself and what you have accomplished" and while i know its wonderful and being the one thing i have wished for every time ive blown out my birthday candles since i was a kid... i wish i could see it, and feel as good as everyone says i look!
I have faith its going to get better... and easier. New clothes definitely help!