For the first time in at least 10 years I think? I'm there.

I may have cried a little getting off the scale today. The last month has been so freaking hard emotionally and many times I just wanted to numb it all somehow... and yet I somehow managed to not eat myself into oblivion.
*sniff*
It feels nice to have things finally "clicked" in my head. This is the person I'm supposed to be. This is the person I am.