Isn't the self-saboteur the most common variety? I know whereof you speak-- I've been near that 10% goal so many times and failed, it's too embarrassing to let my meeting leader recognize me for finally achieving it (knock on wood, I WI tommorrow and the cursed fluctuation devils may make their appearance!)
MamaBear, it is time for some of those mental games/ exercises like visualization, etc. "If you build it, they will come" quoting Field of Dreams, meaning try thinking about a number lower than your goal, ignore your goal sothat maybe you can just slip past it......!
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