I sometimes look bigger before I look smaller. I'll buff out a little before the water and fat come off and temporarily I'll look bigger.

Also realizing if I wanted to be a body builder, I have the right shape and ability to build muscle for it. (although no desire to do the leaning out diet) Unfortunately my passion is running, which I do NOT naturally have ability for . :dizzy:

To Wantsloseweight - google up the article about the regimen (both in terms on exercise & nutrition) that Hilary Swank was on to beef up for Million Dollar Baby. Even with that, I would never call her bulky.

To pmeheran - welcome in our corner of paradise! :wave: