islandgurl, i feel the same way you do. i have a wonderful husband that always tells me you are so beautiful, but i just do't believe him. i am also going to ww. i've been going since 1999, and lost 80lbs.,but gained back most of it. but odo,nt worry you will be fine. i sometimes wish i could have the surgery,but do'nt have the money. SO remember you are not a lone. GOOD LUCK!