Here!! :)

gah! i need to get in gear!!!!!!!

Please don't remind me.

Ugggh.

I'm still stuck at 187.

Yesterday I was 188 and freaked. I thought I had gained a pound! Now I realize it must have been water. I'll have my 3 workouts in this week and I'm restricting my calories to no more than 1200 a day for the rest of the week. We'll see what happens. I swear I'm this "" close to not eating anything, I'm so frustrated. That will backfire though. Grrrr.

I tired to do good today... according to fit day I was right around 1600 (my limit) - but I dunno if all my food is right. I give myself a star if I am at or under 1600... I dunno if I should give myself one for today or not :/

BUT this morning I did stand on the scale, 175.0 even. 15 pounds left before xmas. 40 pounds lost total. And lightest I ever remember being. Today was a good day :)

Hope everyone is doing well and for those of you that has fallen off the wagan - get back to it!! I miss everyone :)

Oh Wow Courtnie!!! Congratulations!!!!!!!! :hug:

Two biggies in one day! Yay you! :D

Courtnie - congrats :) 175.. I remember when you were first starting, and now you've lost 40 pounds, wowsers!

Alright, I know I've been slacking, BUT !! I have started to run again, I am going 3 times a week, and have been a little better with food because of it as well. This morning was the little wakeup call though, I woke up with this massive headache, I don't know how a headache could actually hurt THAT badly without killing you. At 6am I took 3 pills for it, and then at 7am I barfed them up... definitely TMI! So I guess I'm not eating so good, that headache was food related. PS - I am TERRIFIED of barfing due to past experiences, so to let things get to that was not good. I am feeling a little better now, weak and still got a little headache.

Weigh in day tomorrow.. hopefully I didn't gain from this morning's thing (I sometimes get SUPER bloated fora couple days after throwing up).

-Aimee

hey everybody!!

well I m struggling along trying to stick with Fat Smash. So far, the outcome has not been good. I have already splurged for lunch. I don't know why I can't seem to stick with it. It's driving me crazy. I guess I juts have to keep trying and maybe one day It'll just click.

courtnie--congrats on hitting the 40 pound mark. like aimee, i remember when you were starting out and how frustrated you were and now look at where you are. way to go!!!

aimee--way to go on the running. hopefully those headaches straighten out and don't become a problem for you. keep it up!!

talk with you gals later.

I am down to 179 this week. Only 29 more to go until Christmas.
Terrie

I just noticed.. I am actually the weight my drivers liscene says, wooo!

Rosario - we are both kinda sucking right now... we GOTTA get thru this and get losing for christmas! So what should we do? I think we should both start posting every day.. I know for me when I come here I get more motivated. Well sometimes.. lol. These days I feel like a failure for not being able to "get it" and just keep going. And then on Saturday I'm going to a party, with drinking, yikes, not gonna be good. I'm vowing to get right on it on Monday (only because I'm going outta town on Sunday), I say we join together and get thru this together... what do yah say?

Courtnie - congrats :) I can't figure out the difference between pounds and whatever they use on the licenses... heh..

-Aimee

Hey everyone. This week has been ROUGH! My computer profile has been completely wiped clean which is why I haven't been on here in a while. I lost hundreds, and I mean HUNDREDS, of clips/pictures/documents/links! Over THREE years worth of stuff! I've been taking water aerobics for three days straight and I am SO sore it's ridiculous. I'm hoping and praying that this program a friend is sending will work and I can get my stuff back. I'll check back in later.

JasonsLea - thats rough... hope everything works out for you!

I've been doing a LOT of thinking lately, how I percieve myself, how I push how I feel about myself onto others.. it's not really doing me that good. So I want to train myself to think nicer thoughts about myself, and reread a magazine article which is supposed to teach how to do that. It's going to be hard work, harder than the daily workouts. But I'm going to commit myself to 30-45 minutes of exercise a day, and start with drinking 6-8 glasses of water. Diet to follow after I have those things, I think it's just too hard to do it all at once. I hope this isn't just me repeating this same thing over and over, I hope it's the mental click I need to do this right.

So that being said, I went to a Martini party last night, had quite a few drinks, and got Wendy's on the way home to soak up that hangover. heh. But it was fun to get out.. definitely hard to be the biggest girl there, no one cared though.. unless you count me. You know... I never thought I'd be the fat chick who makes all the semi chubby ones feel better about themselves. Uhm, and those kinda comments are why I need to think better about myself.

I'm just babbling now..

-Aimee

Aimee -

I think you are on the right track and know you can do it! Giving myself a star everyday I eat good has definatly helped me. One star = $2 towards new cloths. Makes me work a little harder anyway.

That being said, I am down a total of 2.2 pounds from last week :) But I just stuffed my face with a huge turkey dinner, haha