Because I've gained more weight than I've lost, Depression over my mother and the whole boyfriend thing last week... I've come to the point where I'm starting over with a freash mind.

I've gotten lazy, I keep my calories in check, but my work outs have been more like wussouts. But now that I don't have my BF to suck up all my thought and time, I can keep my mind on more important things.... like HOMEWORK!!! I'm very behind in that and I'm so ashamed about it. @_@ (Teacher's Pet Alert)

But I'm also going to start over with my diet and workout. Dad took me out for pizza tonight, just to have a bit of Father-Daughter time. I let myself eat whatever I wanted. And that was about 2 slices of the yummiest pizza i've had in a long time and some water with lemon. Even though I let my diet go for this moment, I found I didn't/couldn't.. go crazy with the food. It just didn't seem that appealing(spelling?)

The water with lemon held my attention taste wise better than the pizza. (Mostly because I added some sugar in my water and squeezed two lemon slices and made me some free lemon-aid lol and then boasted to my father about how I cheated the system because water is free!) I'm glad that my taste in food and the amount of food I eat has changed so much.

I'm not going to get scale crazy this time. This time I will go by inches and how my clothes feel. And I'll only weigh myself twice a week... not 3 times daily @_@

At the moment I want to detox..I know water is a good thing to flush the system, but do any of you have any good 1 week "blast off" type things that will help jump start me up again?

Sakai- it sounds like you are in a great state of mind to start fresh. I think having other major life changes is a great time to also change your lifestyle. Good luck and stick with it!

I do think new beginnings make it easier for us to hop back on the bandwagon. I'm at a serious change of routine myself and I am enjoying it so much!

It's great that your taste buds have changed! and your attitude is awesome keep up the good work

Thanks ^_^ I'm so happy because I went to the gym today and weighed myself. And I back to my original starting weight. So I lost 10 pounds @_@... So I hope this will jump start me into keeping active and eating right.