I hate days like these....
ok - so i consider myself to have a "fairly" active life...but i work tuesday - saturday, leaving my days off as sundays and mondays.
and why i "hate" "days like these"...well, let's see - (and, it seems like this is EVERY weekend)...
1. the guy i'm seeing works noon - 8 today and lives 40 minutes away - so even if i WANTED to see him tonight, it's too far to just go and drop by at 9 o'clock, and he has SO much homework to do that's due tuesday i honestly can't - and plus, we're not that "serious"...but i'll see him again tuesday or wednesday.
2. my roommate is at her mother's house - which is also 40 minutes away (same town as above guy...lol)
3. my gym closes at 6 on sunday nights - and i don't like working out until at least 7 or 8. (of course, i may end up going to my apt fitness center, which only has a FEW pieces of equipment)...
4. i am so incredibly bored off my mind!!! i've been watching food network all day, which of course is making me hungry even though i've already eaten and i'm NOT actually hungry - i'm just bored.
plus, i've eaten like absolute CRAP the last few weeks, and i've only gone to the gym - honestly twice in the last 2 weeks, and last week, i DID start taekwondo (which i'm excited about - tomorrow night is another class at 5!)
i have a lot of friends, but they all have their own lives. i HATE being home alone. I dunno - i'm honestly not a good "alone" person. I never have been. I've made lists of things i can do when i'm alone and have no friends to hang out with - but i don't have the motivation to do any of those things, other than sit and watch TV and play on my computer.
plus, the weather outside (55 and rainy) puts me in such a bad mood.
sorry all, i don't mean to be a complainer - i just needed to come "talk" to some people! lol.
it's just that this seems to happen to me almost EVERY sunday. i have NO money to go out and do anything...and unfortunately, today is so crappy outside that i can't go outside and take a walk or anything...
ok, well, at last the good sunday night tv shows start here in an hour!
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