| Chubby Barbie |
09-19-2005 09:18 PM |
Help! I can't stop eating!
I just started trying to lose weight before Katrina. I lost maybe a lb or two then I evacuated to my fathers house (my hometown.) I gained those back plus a few, the lost it all again. That was the last time I weighed myself. I know I gained it all back because the past week or so I can't stop eating!!! I got my old job back where they make pizza and other foods. I can basicly make whatever I want for free, employees aren't suppose to but they basicly treat me (along with a few others) like a manager. So I've eaten pizza every day I worked. What makes it worse is I'm so tired from working, everything to do with katrina, fixing things in my dad's house and just a unexpected huge change in lifestyle that I have been so tired and lazy. So I haven't had the best diet when I am home and I haven't worked out. I tell myself I'm gonna go to the gym or eat right but without even thinking I don't. Oh! The worst of it all is the soda! I've been drinking so much of it!
I need something to break this. I crave to be skinny and in shape so bad. I feel so gross I'm embarissed to even go to work most days. :(
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