How do i tell my family I gained over 100 lb to please my fat fetishist boyftiend !
Because of the rules of this forum, I will likely end up leaving or being kicked out. I will likely go crazy if I don't talk about my problems with someone so I have to tell my family even though I am embarrassing too. I did a lot of things to make my now ex-boyfriend happy. The two things I regret the most are: letting my 15 years old niece around him and she ended going from around 140 lb to 176 lb from bad influences, and myself going from 303 lb to 429 lb to please him.
I am so disgusted with myself for letting myself get fatter to impress a man. He dumped him because I wanted to lose weight. He wanted me to get over 600 lb. I don't think he ever loved me nor cared about me. I feel used. I feel cheap. I loved him and tried so hard to make him happy. I am now staying with my niece, sister, and mom. They have no idea why me and my boyfriend broke up tonight. I don't even know how to explain to them the problem. It's one thing to tell say this anonymously on the Internet, it's a whole another thing to express this to the people I love the most. My niece, who I love more than anything, who is like a daughter to me. How can I let her know the aunt who is like a second mother to her had allowed a man to make a fool out of me ? I have never felt so ashamed and foolish in my entire life.
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