I understand, you work in a place full of food! But, you work in a place full of food! Choices!
Do you have a break room, with access to a microwave? If so, lots of frozen options. Fresh produce all over the place. You should also have access to healthy protein choices. Do you have access to a break room with a microwave? A big grocery store, should also give you access to a variety of healthier/portion wise frozen meals, as a go to, in a pinch.
Does not replace, good whole food.
Since you are in the deli, the food you are preparing, is NOT yours! It belongs to the person who is purchasing it!
Are you maybe getting in a few too many Licks, bites and tastes, through out the day?
We all have our challenges/problems. What it boils down to, it's not about the problem, it's about our problem, with the problem!