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Back up two pounds. Still sabotaging myself
. Crazy that I know what is going on and still I am being naughty. I am just having a little trouble right now, that will be resolved once I truly, truly, truly get tired of the 170's. I can do this....but only if I am willing to put in the effort...and I am scared that I might not want to--oh geez I just typed that
. Anyways for now, I will be a tad bit naughty for a little while longer, until I decide to get my act together. The end.
OMG, Marli, that's me! Originally Posted by MarliQQ
Hey Ladies. 
Back up two pounds. Still sabotaging myself
. Crazy that I know what is going on and still I am being naughty. I am just having a little trouble right now, that will be resolved once I truly, truly, truly get tired of the 170's. I can do this....but only if I am willing to put in the effort...and I am scared that I might not want to--oh geez I just typed that
. Anyways for now, I will be a tad bit naughty for a little while longer, until I decide to get my act together. The end.
I'm also two pounds up and i've messed up completely in the last two days! Now i'm going to try toeat on maintenance for a few days and give myself a deserved break because i'm so stressed out and just about to lose it! I'm a crazy psychologist today! Been having some "hungry days" so maintenance will still be a challenge. At least i'm out of the evil 180's! Lol!

--not gonna happen. But that is fine with me
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I probably need a re-dedication moment. I will start fresh this coming Monday! I think I am going to mix things up a bit and stop being so all or nothing! This is my last 20lbs, and I feel like I am at another peak of my roller coaster ride and all I want to do is ride all the way down screaming at the top of my lungs--but somebody keeps putting the brakes on
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And that's great about your ID badge. Looking at old vs. new pictures is such a great NSV! You'll be in the 160s before you know it. Look how far you've come! 

, and I have no idea why--since I have been slacking on most everything! But I'll take it.
! I have no idea how I am going to do during the eating season, but I sure hope we try and keep each other motivated and accountable. Last year I recall losing a bunch of soldiers on 3FC threads I participated in around Thanksgiving 2013
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