Hello all. I know it's been quite some time since I've posted, but in the time i've been gone i've lost about 10 lbs, and even better 9" off my body, including 4" off my waist (It curves now!

) So, anyways, today is the last day of a 10 day detox me and my boyfriend have done. Let me tell you, I feel AMAZING. I have more energy, my cravings are under control. Its just wonderful. We've been only ingesting our own juiced veggie/fruit mixes. It's really done wonders. Well, today is day 10, and tomorrow we'll get back to eating raw whole veggies, and work our way to other foods. Now, i've had this really big fear of eating :P We have a plan for a whole new diet, but I feel that...if I eat, i'm going to blow back up again. I'm still 15 lbs from my GW, and I don't want to back track. I'm just having this building anxiety that all this weight is going to come back that i've worked so hard to lose, and that i'm just going to lose control and fail again. I almost would rather just keep fasting for another 10 days. Ugh....I don't really know the point of this. I'm just scared..