Haven't done any significant exercise since Saturday night and binged on crap all day today from food brought into work for V-Day. I'm so disappointed in my lack of will power today. I usually binge once a month (hormonal) so I won't beat myself up too bad but for crying out loud I just want to lose 12-15 pounds! There's people that lose hundreds, I have no valid excuse.
Am I crazy to think losing 10p is harder than losing 30+? I have lost 35p like nothing but the last 10-15p I have been carrying around the last 10 years has been a total PITA! Ugh!
Sorry, just need to vent. I can't stand to look at myself naked and feel envious of those that are getting somewhere. I feel stuck in neutral.


