I'm not saying i lost much if anything but that mindset is coming back. I saw a pic of me from Friday and i could tell i've gained a little in my face and that was enought to say forget it, i'm done with all the crap I'm in a wedding on 7/9 and vacation 8/6 so i have to get on my horse lol

That's a good attitude to have. In the words of the great Aerosmith (and also some guy named Emerson, apparently ): "Life is a journey, not a destination."