I dunno i woke up this morning and was in such a downer, i went on the scales i had a fantastic 6 days of exercise and felt alot more toned (muffin Top is decreasing and not sticking out half as much) but i hopped on the scales and i was the
same
So now i have zero motivation to do anything today...
I also have lost weight and inches since i started in January, here is the problem, has anyone else felt this??
i knew when i weighed 226lb that i had put weight on and that i was big, but it wasn't untl i seen a picture at christmas that i was disgusted it was like i hadn't noticed just HOW HUge i had got...
now that i am losing i am afraid to or i can't get my mind set right that i am looking better, but i can't see myself as thin as people are telling me i look...
and if i do start to see it i'm afraid i might slip back into old ways and start gaining...
so if i couldn't see just how enoromous i was before i seen the x.mas photos how can i see that i am smaller now...
sorry for the ramblings as i said having a tough day
also due my TOM so i recon that might be the reason i'm so hormonal lol
ok rant over ..feel a bit better now..