I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism when I was a child (maybe 11 years old or so?) and given a prescription for it. But my mother didn't keep up with medicating me (not sure why, probably something to due with not trusting conventional medicine). When I was about 13 or so we talked about it decided to try it again, probably because of my severe weight problem (I had lost weight at this point but was still very heavy) but the test came out negative and I apparently no longer had a thyroid problem. I've always assumed it was because I had started eating better and lost weight, moved more, etc. I haven't seen a doctor since then because I never had medical insurance.
I am tired almost all of the time. I wake up sleepy and I stay sleepy all day. It takes so much effort to get through housework, not to mention working out. I can do it, I push myself through 40 minutes to an hour five to six days a week, but most of the time I'm so spent after that I'm practically useless the rest of the day. Sometimes I can barely even cook dinner. I feel so lazy and irritable and frustrated because I want to do things but even thinking about it makes me tired. I end up snapping at my husband because I feel so bad. And I know that the amount of work I do shouldn't make me -that- exhausted.
I know that no-one can diagnose me over the internet, but I guess my question is, is it possible for me to have a thyroid problem even if the last time I was tested nothing showed up? If I did have a problem at one point?
I have medical insurance now because of my husband's new job, and we plan on going in for a check up sometime. I'm kind of scared to see a doctor at all it's been so long, I'd feel weird about saying "oh, by the way, could you check me for hypothyroidism?" I don't want him to think, oh great another person self diagnosing. I'm scared he's going to complain about my weight and not believe me when I say I exercise and am working on losing more. And it's likely that it's all in my head and I'm really just a lazy person. Should I just go in for a regular check up and see what the doctor says without bringing it up? Or maybe just mention the fact that I had been diagnosed and then, err, undiagnosed?
Sorry for the long windedness, but I've felt for a long time that something just isn't right with how I feel but I'm not sure what to do.