I am nervous though, and this sounds silly, but part of me sort of forgot what it was like to be average sized. I still sort of think of myself as the size 18 instead of the size 13 that I am. Does that make sense? I am also anxious about maintenance. I have a history of yo-yoing. Will I stay with my exercise? Will I stay a 10/11? I know you chickies will give me lots of support but still I haven't been this way in a while and it feels like its not really permanent.
Either way...sorry for ranting about a good thing
I am really excited and look forward to my birthday this year. I hope to reach the 140 mark by May. I am going to Alaska for my Bday and look forward to being in shape and enjoying my vacation. Hope everyone has a great day!




Consistent exercise and counting my calories. Honestly, I was a bit of a **** about my calories during those 8 months (not too much, not too little) so it came off quite easily.