Hello fellow chicky-poos...
I am feeling rather disheartened. My boyfriend (A marine who has been in shape his entire life--is in better shape than I am and he is 14 years older) is trying to sabotage me. I know he is not trying to but he "doesn't see why I want to lose weight, he likes how I look now." I had an eating disorder for 6 years and he knows that... so now that I am not eating a lot throughout the day (snacking) he is convinced that I am sick.
So, now he forces me to eat in front of him (which I have a problem eating in front of anyone because I feel like I am being judged). He wont let me go to the bathroom until an hour after I eat... He has not been a controlling person until now. He doesnt see that I DON'T LIKE LOOKING LIKE THIS. I am so so sad.