
I can't for sure say when. I have a good idea when it happened
As in most
relationships
it doesn't happen overnight 
I thought we were tight! Together
forever 
After all SHE was with me when I could have hugged that little long red haired girl Brandy when I was 6 years old....but instead I pulled that long red hair. What can I say
I was in
love 
SHE was with me at 8 yrs. old when I should have shot the plastic toy army men with my BB gun but instead shot my brother in the butt

I realize I embarrassed her to no end when I gave the umpire the bird while standing on the pitcher's mound when I was 12....it was a strike! She cringed....but she was there, I could have accepted the call.
SHE warned
me about
when I was 16...SHE was there when I quit
for good in '97.SHE has always been there for me.
SHE was there 19 months ago when I hit 201 on the ricter
SHE stayed with me through the year, and then some, as I learned what it took to become
proud of myself. SHE was there and
celebrated with me when I hit 170 pounds. SHE was so proud I had lost my "little buddy" 
I'll admit I wasn't perfect
I'll admit I got lazy and complacent

I wasn't
evilI did continue to walk ~ So what if I "cheated" too many times with chips and
SHE was there....SHE saw me....I didn't do it behind her back...I didn't.It's almost my birthday
I am up almost 6 pounds over last year's 172...SHE is disappointed 
SAD
isn't it?
VALENTINES DAY
is just around the corner....my
birthday is a bit over 2 weeks away and SHE has left me....SHE has...yes
SHE has....my
judgement
on my "journey of better choices" has left me...HOW COULD SHE!?




Yep, Gary, she'll come back, all right! And, then she'll be like Judge Judy and