7am.. Ate the rest of yesterdays sandwhich for breakfast. While eating my iguanas fruit and veggies. (All I have right now, good thing he's to small toeat it all right now.
)Went to work at 830
About 9am had some wheat thins and carrots.
1130 had half of the same type of sandwhich I made yesterday.
Wheat bread, slice of turkey/ham meat. Mustard, more of iguanas' mustard green and collard greens. (so far I like it better than regular lettuce. it's better for ya too.)
Snacked celery and carrots inbetween the sandwhiches
230 had the other half of the sandwhich.
Threw out the day had a bottle of water, 1 pint or something. I know that isn't alot of water to alot of people, but it was a ton to me.

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OK Now for this mental thing... No, I'm not offended by any means. I know what you mean by it. My daddy said that it's just the way I was raised. It's how i've always ate. I'm not stressed enough about losing weight to "Think" I'm always full. Believe me I know when i'm hungry. My tummy will scream at me when I'm hungry. When I'm full, well, it lets me know that to. I don't actually get sick, I don't throw up or anything like that. I just get to a point to where I look at food and just go "UGG".
Today with everything I ate like that it actually drained me. I'm so tired, kind of even shaky. Not sure if it's because I'm not used to eating that often threw out the day or what. But I do know that it isn't a mental thing. My body and my mind don't agree enough to do that. I want to feed the body what it needs, sometimes the body just doesn't want to accept it. Don't know what more I can on that.

I'm thinking about going back to my protien shakes. They don't make me feel so drained and shaky. Shake for breakfast and lunch. Eat fruits and veggies in between. Only thing is, I know that won't give me the calories I need. In all out honesty I don't want to keep eating the bread, I'm trying to get away from eating carbs with protien. Starch + Protien together isn't good for you. But I've been eating the sandwhiches because it's all I have right now till this weekend.
I don't know if what i'm feeling right now is a good thing or not. I just know all I wanna do is go to bed and crash...




