I was invited to go out with some friends tonight. My first dilemma was dammit I have nothing to wear!! I wore my size 15 jeans which are becoming very loose on me now, so I've had to wear a belt to keep them from sliding down. At this point its pointless to go buy pants that fit better since I plan on loosing some more weight. So I'll have to deal with bigger pants for a little while. I still do have pants from my skinnier days (size 9) that are still not fitting like they should be, b/c they are a bit snug and I don't want to look like a stuffed sausage. Therefore I opted for my size 15 for tonight cuz I had no other choice.
After looking in the mirror and feeling disappointed by the way I looked. I came to the conclusion that I was gonna look yucky tonight no matter what I wore.
What made my night was that one of my friends said " You are so skinny!" That made my whole night!! I was feeling miserable by the way I looked, Given my friend and I are give or take the same size, I did notice the my butt and legs did look smaller than hers!!


YAY ME!!!!