support and understanding needed.
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hey.
ive been searching for ages for a chat room to talk to people and get support. i want to tell my story and say my reasons why i am doing this:
Right so about two years ago, my sister got sick as in cancer, everyone seemed to ask how she was and be with her, i never got talked to about it or looked after after all i was still only young. it wasnt jealousy i just needed some love, like every child does. So therefore i turned to the only comfort i had, food. i've always been chubbier than my size 6 sisters, but i was overweight for my age, at 14/15 weight 10st10 wasnt right. anyway, my mum one day noticed how much i was putting on and advised me to go to the gym. i was upset and indenial, exercise had never been my thing. That summer i went on a camp with my scouts, the best time of my life, i was ill, most probably homesick and i didnt feel like eating. so over two weeks i lost around half a stone. So that kick started it for me, i thought why not just not eat. so i did it, i didnt eat, only dinner. So i was having around 600/700 calories a day. I went down to 8st3 in the space of a short time.
Now i am in a relationship with a boy who treats me so well, its long term and i love him incredible amounts. However the weight started piling on again, i now weigh 10st6. And i want to lose it again maybe to around 9 stone so i can be happier and more comfortable with myself. I know its not the healthiest of diets, but im doign the same as last time, and drinking a lot of water.
However i feel the weight loss, more than the scales show? Anyone else experience that? i cant ask my friends, as i dont want them to realise im on a diet, otherwise they will think its for attention and that im not serious about it, as well as them telling me to eat more. so i need support from others like you lot, it would mean a lot and im really excited about joining this site.
Look forward to hearing from you.
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