ok girls, i need to vent out some anger. i'm feeling extremely overwhelmed and i'm about to cry. i moved back in with my parents after graduation because i quit the job i was working at while in college. i took some time off to travel and they were ok with me waiting because they wanted me to focus on losing weight while i had time off. so yesterday i officially started job hunting and it is adding so much stress on me.
today, in addition to all the stress from searching for companies, filling out applications, and worrying about interviews, i have a million errands to do for my parents. wash the dog, clean the kitchen, return a movie, go to the post office, go to the grocery store, go downtown to get a birthday gift, etc etc. This is probably a typical day for a lot of people, but today just feels different. then my mom gets on my case about my diet and exercise. She asked if i went to the gym (i can only go tues and thurs) so i said no, but i did go on the bike for 40 min this morning. that seemed to disappoint her. then i told her i was about to leave to get some lunch and she asked me what i was getting. i said a subway sandwich (turkey with no cheese, oil, or mayo on wheat...it's low in calories and i'm counting calories, it works!) she said "why don't you get a salad."
i don't think i'm PMSing yet. haha. I guess there are just a lot of little things building up and it's driving me crazy. It's not like I have fallen off the wagon. Ok I already feel a lot better. hahahaha. Hopefully I get everything done then I can just relax in the tub tonight and tomorrow will be a new day.
