Meg, Ijust came back from Switzerland and Germany....chocolate imporium! I ate a lot of chocolate this week but also did a lot of walking. Even made it up the 400 steps to sacred heart church in Paris- yeah me!

Susie-I love chocolate...sounds like my kind of places!!
It's been crazy so far this week. My bf needed a new car, I missed an appoitment and I had to reschedule school. CRAZY! Sometimes I think God gives us to much at once! Well everyone, gotta get a movin...

oh susie that sounds divine. i have never been to europe. right now i am in desperate need of a holiday. i need to organise something. have to find a place for the doggies to stay too and go revive

i am feeling v indecisive right now. no clue what i want and it's not a good way to be. need to clear my head and get on with things

wendy i LOVE dancing. so glad you went. what sort of dancing was it?

thanks again for your advice wendy. she replied to my email but wimp that i am i deleted it without reading it :rofl:

angela hope things settle down for you. things are crazy here too!

Susie - I lived in the UK for 5 years and even there you can get some wonderful chocolate! It took me most of yesterday to finish off all that I bought and I've already decided not to weigh on sunday as that will really depress me and will probably only be water weight!

Sweet - I could also do with a holiday and I've got to wait until the end of the month and then I'm off to Cape Town to visit friends for 4 days. Wish it was longer, but will be good to get away.

I've got work again today and I'm not looking forward to it, but it has to be done. Hoping the eating goes better today!

Later

i just had a big pig out on pasta, garlic bread, chocolate mousse etc. i feel bloated. i don't know why i ate it all.

the loneliness is getting to me today. i simply don't have enough real life friends. and no one who i feel really close to. in the meantime i think i will look into going to massage or a day spa or something for some pampering. last night the klonopin didn't help my sleep but i will try again. i have a script for something else but i have lost it oops!!!!

anyway i am sure if i get some sleep and some r+r and get my head around a few things i will feel much better!

i started reading a book today and spent a lot of time humming and hawing about curtains.

meg- hope work goes well for you today

Good morning all!
Sweet Pea~ I love your new avatar!! You vixen!! Love it!!

I think we are all getting a little to involved with our food lately! It's like a bad relationship, you know your treating yourself badly by doing it, but you think you love it so you stick with it!! As soon as we figure out that it's not going to get better, then and only then will we leave it in the past!

Make sense??:)

Anyway have a great day! Love ya's all!
W.

P.S. game 3 starts on Monday if anyone is interested!

can't wait for game three. these really keep me motivated. things are starting to settle down. bf got a Ford Explorer. it's huge. i don't want to drive it! it's comfy and will be nice for the drive-in though. gonna suprise him with a romantic dinner tonight. he works second shift and gets home at midnight. i'm going to make his favorite-chicken and cheese quesadellas (sp) and light candles. i also made him a card. i can't wait bc usually i am sleeping when he gets home. i've never made the quesadellas, he usually does, so wish me luck!!

Luck! Luck! Luck!! Have a good night!;)

i'm still struggling with feeling isolated and overwhelmed so just popping in quickly to say hello. i slept more last night but the sinus infection and headaches are constant. looking at a computer screen probably isn';t helping LOL

Hi wendy angela meg susie catch you soon. good luck with game 3

THE FINAL STRAW!!!!

i have just received notice i am being investigated by the tax department. it is too much for me to cope with.

OMG Sweet Pea! what is going on?? This is the last thing you need right now! Sorry to hear that, Hun! Take care!And let us know how things work out for you,I'm very concerned:^:

Hope all of you get a decent sleep!
W.

i wrote to the tax dept and asked if we could do it all by correspondence - i don't want them to come visit me!!! we will see what they say

i feel slightly better after going for a walk with the dogs. now i am trying to decide what to do tonight. whether to buy some dinner or go dancing or stay home. not sure if i mightn't be too emotional to go out. but i may be ok. all depends. sometimes the guys there can be annoying. depends who is there ;)

So? Did you go dancing??

Have a great weekend everyone!
W.

noooooo to the dancing. still have that constant headache and was tired. had a pig out at mcd instead. bad choice. today i have to try to make good choices altho it won't be easy

this morning i woke and one of the dogs had peed inside. last thing i need when trying to sell the house. i got a bit emotional and wanted to kick everything. but i've fed the dogs and cat and tried to clean the pee. hope it doesn't smell. either that or windows can be open if the day is nice tmrw

right now i just want to run away

the tax investigation is because i used to own a farm. so self employed. they are checking i paid the right amount of tax. i need to get a valuation to support the amount i charged and how i split it over building and land (different tax rates for each). i don't have a valuation so that could cause problems. not sure what else they will poke into but definitely the sale as it is the major amount. it could cost me big bucks if they decide they don't like the valuation (and they're bound to as it's in their best interests)

i am not sure what i will do today. i still have my daily headache. the antibiotics haven't cleared it yet and i feel tired. i took a sleeping pill last night but it was still a restless night. i feel defeated. somehow i have to keep things together until the open house on sunday and then i have to just take off somewhere. don't know where and right now i don't care what it costs. i just want someone to make me feel better. massage nice food etc etc etc.

today i need to mow lawns and do poo patrol and a few other things for tmrw open home. then tmrw all the vacuuming etc. i might buy flowers for the house altho if i'm going away they will be wasted!!!

have a nice day wendy

Hi Sweet Pea! Don't you just hate it when one of our lovly pets pee all over the carpet! Man, I hate that! Just make's you want to send them to the moon!! lol! My old girls have the odd accident too and I get SO mad because I'm a clean freak!And I want a clean place for Ryan to play!

Sorry about the Tax investigation, you sure have alot on your plate right now, But it will work itself out in the end.

Catch ya all later!
W.