L, I also found a recipe for bread that is really good if you add raisins!!!
I am soo tired fo being a big fat a**!!! I put on weight and now only like 2 pairs of pants fit, yuk. So, I hope to see a big change soon!!!!
T

Andrea- yeah your right about DD. Have another appt this afternoon hopefully she gets the same guy. You should have the say so as to if or not they come with you. You are paying them. Tell them you want to make sure they are the right one for you..... Before they go with you to an appt. Your the boss here. You are more money for them if your not happy they are not getting paid.

Tara- Oh man I know how you feel. My pants have been that way since my husband came home in July. I wasn't buying bigger so I made myself deal with it. I have so many new clothes just sitting in my closet that are just to tight to wear now. I had bought a new shirt online and when I got it it fit but was TIGHT. I wore it anyway and felt like crap all day long.
What kind of bread?

hi guys!

lorra: i hope dd gets the guy you want today...good luck! also, thanks so much for the support. everything went fine w her except for this one thing i hope i dont lose her over it bc i really do need a massage. no calls chiro or her so i dunno what he said about it. i know its my decision and i also know he will back me up when i say no even if he has already said yes. i might get lucky, he might say no bc the last therapist that tried to get in thereb w me he kinda said no bc he told her if i wasnt comf. w her than his presence wouldnt change that so even though the circum. are diff this time, he may assume thats why shes requesting it and just say no. heres the thing that gets me:

let me ask you guys something ok? if you guys were talking to someone and they wanted to go w you and you told them that your episodes have been really bad and that new ppl was one of your triggers would you think it dawn on them to say then may its not a good idea? bc thats wht keeps going through my dang head. i wantyed to say hello! im not talking to hear myself speak here!!! i gave her every fraking indication that i wasnt comf. w it but shes not gettin it.

T: i TOTALLY Hear you and in the same boat. i have NOTHING to wear. i think im going to have to buy a few fat outfits. i have a whole closet of brand new clothes that dont fit, plus everything thats not new that doesnt fit now.

Andrea- Some people get the hint fast and others you have to bang it into their heads. Just coming out and saying let me get comfy with you first then you can come to one of my appts might be what it takes if she can not read between the lines.
DD's last day of PT was yesterday. That is all insurance will cover. So we have to keep working at home until shes completely using that arm normally. I'm going to take her back in a month or two so I can see her progress without the PT. Yesterday she picked up a gallon of water I was very proud. All we have to work on is getting it to stay straight on it's own which PT never worked on that part.

How's is going Tara?

I lost another half a pound this morning

hi guys!

thanks for the support lorra. im hoping not to have to say anything bc im hoping he wont go along w it just like the last time, but i still dont know bc still no calls from either of them.(sometimes he calls when such things arise) and she is supposed to call me after she gets an answer so i guess what im saying is im hoping itll take care of itself...lol. funny you mentioned the comfy thing i think i lost 10 lbs in sweat that night. lol.

im sorry aboutthe ins. thats terrible. hopefully she can go the rest of the way on her own.

wtg on that loss!

whats up t?

The bread is pumpkin bread and its really good. If you want to try it go to recipeezaar.com and punch in # 169706
L, I am wearing my fattest of fat clothes and they are too tight. I am so stressed about work crap, I hate that job, its like they get off on making you feel badly about yourself. I mean they will say mean, horrible things right to you. I am job hunting......
A, I would tell the doc and let him/her deal with it. That way its off you and you will have less chance of losing the massage person.
T

I made it through a birthday party last night without gaining a pound YEAH!!!! I didn't lose but I had a feeling I wouldn't because of the added sugar. I've been sugar free for a week & a half .... last nights cake n ice cream was the first full sugar anything since. I'm not really low carbing hard core just cutting out sugar. Still eat bread every now and then. Basically just went to sugar free snacks/ drinks. My plan for tommorrow is to not start snacking on cookies and stuff like that like I normally do.....Boiled egg in the morning that should hold me off until noon. Making a sugar free pudding pie with banana's going to try and stick with that.
T~ I have a recipe for the WW pumpkin bread it's really good. I'm going to stay away from stuff like though.
A~Any calls from anyone? Hope it works out for you

hi guys!
happy TG eve!

T, i too am in my fattest of the fat clothes and am outgrowing them. this sucks!

thanks for the help t he knows me so well that im thinking he already said something about it to her. im calling her if she doesnt call me mon cuz i sure as **** am not goin to the appt wed. not knowing whether or not shes there bc ive had enough stress.
whats up l?

enjoy your tg guys! im not lookin fwd to it.....mom sucummed to her sisters house and i hate how she cooks.

whoops dunno how i missed lorras post....

whats up sweetie? thanks. nope no calls hes not supposed to call, but she is. somethin is buggin me....i dunno if its shes not getting it or if she actually does get it and doesnt care bc when i told her that stuff shes like oh ill be fine....i wanna see you having an episode. i dunno. in a way ib dont care if she backs out when she gets told no.

Happy Thanksgiving!!!! I am off to work, I have to be there at 6 am!!! So I was up at 3:30 ish trying to open the Turkey for business!!!! I am tired and dont want to work!!!
Have a great day you two!!!!
T

work t??? that bites!! im sorry (((( ))) wanna chuckle? ya know the call im waiting for? well i so bit my tongue tonight bc she happens to be my bro's therapist as well and i over heard a convo bt himself and my uncle and i was just omg.

oh fyi-did i mention i dont think this girl knows her clients? she had no clue as to who my bro was.....i dunnoi if thats a quality i like bc it kinda says she doesnt care.

T~ working on Thanksgiving that really sucks....did you at least get today off? Glad Thanksgiving it all over and done with

A~ yeah sounds like it...either that or she has so many she doesn't know who is who anymore. You don't want some one that is over booked either then you may end up with sloppy work and you don't want that either.

I'm happy to report i seen 239 on the scale this morning Hope I can keep it up to see the 220's

hi guys!

hey l how was your tg? good i hope! thanks for the support as always. i was thinkin the same thing bc the thing is, its not like he goes 1x in awhile... hes there a few times a week on no fault so i mean JC.....if you cant keep track of someone you see that often even in short periods(30 min). i know its sounds stupid, but a person in my situation needs to always have a 'team' of ppl that knows me and exactly what is going on as its happening.

dont matter....instinct tellsme when she finds out she cant go to the chiro(if she doesnt know yet) she will bk out anyway bc i think the real issue w her reguarding that is that she wants to observe me in a high risk situation so she can observe what an episode is actually like. too bad not happening she can take a hike if she so wishes but its not happening bc theres kinda an unwritten rule in that office that i have they all know it too-NO ONE goes in that room except myself and him. thats it. he even reminds them all of it bf he comes in to see me.

good job on the loss! theres so much crud in this house and we didnt have tg!!

have you guys seen deck the halls? me n mom are goin to a late show today and then to dinner.

whats up t?

Yup, I had to drag my big but out of bed and be at work for 6 am!!! only had to work until 9 am, so then home to cook all day!!!
Got my . yesterday so I hope I can blame some fo the weight on that!!!!
How you all doin???
T

A~ thats it put your foot down....You don't want someone who wants you to be uncomfy. I hope you find someone you like soon
Thanksgiving went okay. Not the best but wasn't the worst either. My sister has a new FRIEND should I say and has only known them for maybe 3 weeks. She wants me to put this PERSON on my cell phone plan. I don't know if that is a good idea or not. That and I have been wanting to upgrade my phone and this person is going to just walk in and get the upgrade I've been wanting. I have a limit so there can't be a huge bill but that will also mean we will need more minutes and I don't want to have to get less minutes because another person is on the plan. Think I should give it time to even see if them two will last KWIM?

T- gee you got to work and cook....thats a bummer i think I would have put DH to work if I had to work and come home to cook