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and measure tomorrow at curves so I'm hoping I'm going to be a big loser. I will let you guys know tomorrow. Hopefully I can add to our number. I can't believe how well everyone is doing!! YOU GUYS REALLY ARE LOSERS!!!!!
. Good for you getting on the stairstepper. That is one machine I can't do. I just wears me out and hurts my knees.
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. You are worth all $40 girl.
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. Thanks again for being so understanding. 
Go shower, Turtle, you're rambling.
So now I have to wait till next month to weigh in
unless I get a chance to go in to a GNC and weigh myself there. I have a WW scale at home and I weighed myself but I think it must be wrong it keeps telling me I'm 335 wich would mean I lost 6 Lbs in one week and I find that hard to believe. (don't want to get my hopes up and then get dissapointed) Well I will see what I can do

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK LADIES!! 
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sometimes life just throws things your way,, and it's unfair.. but somehow things have a way of working themselves out.. I know I said this was going to be short, but let me tell you a little history on myself.. my dad was German.. and my mom is Mexican.. they married when she was 13 and he was 16-17? but my fathers family was very prejudice and they disowned my father for going outside of his race.. therefore I never got to meet any of them.. except for 2 of my dad's brothers.. Kenny and Larry.. well Larry was great.. he was a "real" uncle.. lots of love.. on Sept 12, 1997 my father had a heart attack and passed away (I was 18) .. we we're calling my Uncle Larry (who lived in CA) but his line kept beeping with a busy signal.. well later that evening.. we got a call from my uncle Larrys wife who said she had been trying to call us all day to tell us that my Uncle Larry had passed away (heart attack).. same day .. same time.. they where not twins.. my dad did not have life ins so we had to borrow money for his funeral.. then 2 weeks later the appraisal office contacted us and told us that they were putting our house up for auction because my dad had failed to pay taxes for like 17 years.. then.. 1 month later.. my cousin commited suicide, another cousin killed his own sister (drug deal).. then a month later, my moms mom passed away, and then I had another cousin die in prison.. it was a tough time.. especially since I'm the "baby" of the entire family and I had to suddenly take over everything.. I don't wish anyone the kind of things I had to go through.. but my point of this whole history is that I'm ok.. it really is true "what doesn;t kill you will make you stronger" it took me a long time to realize that but now I do.. and I know that if those things hadn't happened in my life, I would not be here today.. I have 2 sisters.. one Sally (39).. I dont talk to.. she tried to get me into drugs.. and turned her back on her family when we needed her most (much longer story but I will go into that some other time).. and Christy (36) I love her to death, but everyone thinks I'm older than her because of our maturity levels (i'm 10 years younger).. they are both single.. and live with thier boyfriends.. don't have jobs.. bad credit.. Sally has warants out for her arrest.. (and not to brag).. but I'm the only one who is married (almost 5years).. own my car, own my house, and has a decent job.. and i know that at this point of time when this black cloud is over your families head that it isn't fair, and that nothing good can possibly come out of it, but it will.. and we are all hear for you .. with our ears, our thoughts, and our heart.. we all love you very much.. and if you need to cry and just cuss out the world.. that is ok.. we dont mind.. your problem is our problem.. your celebration is our celebration.. we are all in this together.. 

that must of been horrible. It just shows that when it rains it pours
. You know that is probably why you are as strong as you are. Thank you so much for sharing. You have no idea how much it means to me. I'm thinking that some of what's going on must be hormonal
. You know cry one minute and laugh the next
. When I read your comment about your puppies I was at work drinking water and thought I was going to spray my computer then my boss would have come in to find out why I was laughing so I had to be quiet. When I got to my car to go home I let it out
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