I had an eye appointment this morning and took the twins to McDonald's as a treat afterwards. I had the Grilled California Cobb Salad, with Cobb dressing (no croutons or crackers) and a diet coke. Only 380 calories total and very filling. We don't go there often but that is about the only thing I ever get there. I have to say that the smell of "fried" was pretty yucky. I felt like I needed to wash my face after we left.

Anyway, I catch myself being amazed that those things bother me now - I used to thrive of fast food.
Shawn, I think it was you that mentioned how little you are able to eat. Once you really get into the swing of things (you probably are already) you will probably find that you are surprised by how MUCH you can eat for so few calories. It takes some planning and thought at first but pretty soon it is routine. I've always been a "big" eater. In the beginning, I put a lot of effort into finding recipes and menus that allowed me relatively big portions but kept me within my calorie limit. I started back in December (the 26th) and after only four months I am surprised by how little I have to eat before I feel uncomfortably full. Like I said before, I've come to prefer feeling a little on the empty side of hungry. I don't know, I just feel "lighter" and more energetic if my stomach isn't packed. I am sure you will get to this point as well and you'll find that it was worth the pain and suffering of these first few months. I still get those nasty binge and splurge urges but now I can compare how I'd feel if I ate all that I am craving to how I'd feel if I don't. I can honestly say that I haven't come across a food yet that is worth the physical discomfort of gorging - not to mention the gulit. All that to say, hang in there. You are doing great and pretty soon it won't be as torturous as it seems right now.
Lori, you are exactly right that every day is a new beginning. I think that is the case whether we slip up on our diets or not. There is always something I can do better today than I did yesterday. I am glad you aren't beating yourself up over eating 2000 calories yesterday. I know it feels bad when you've been eating so much less on a regular basis but it is still a very reasonable level in the overall scheme of things. I also find fresh from the oven cookies irresistable. I made sugar cookies for the kids yesterday. I cooked them a little longer than I should have so they came out edible but not the warm, ooey, gooey consistency that I love. I decided not to have one since I figured I had probably subconsciously overcooked them so that they wouldn't be quite so tempting.
Today is going really well. I am at 600 calories and have an aerobics class tonight. I've been to the gym everyday since Sunday and feel really good about the work I've done.
I'm off to help DS with a school project. Hope you all have a great afternoon!
Tricia