Hi people. Just a quick post as I don't have much time. Boring day at work. I overate, had sugar too, but I am determined to get it all put down in the food journal so I don't just go forgetting about these times. There are way, way too many of them! It's making me angry.
Ok, I quit caffeine and I'm feeling very tired and lethargic and have no get up and go, no interest in doing much of anything. I know these are partially the symptoms of caffeine withdrawal, or, as in my case, sudden drastic reduction in caffeine intake. I almost gave in today but didn't but instead pigged out. I want to do both though, stay off the caffeine AND not overeat. I just have to keep at it, again!
Happy -- good to hear from you. You did great kicking that soda habit too and that's right, you've been off cigarettes for a long time now. That is even better. You don't realize how dirty and foul-smelling they are until you're not hooked on them. I cringe to think I was sticking them in my face all the time.
So, if we can do anything we set our minds to, do you think I can stop overeating? I don't know what it is with me. I just want to eat all the time more or less. I know it's comfort food, some sort of anxiety driven fixation. Sigh. Sigh. I will conquer this!
So, you see, happy, I didn't do so good with the weight gain. I WAS good last week and now I've been pigging out because of that gain. It's like some pouty child who's going to "show" everyone she doesn't care anyhow! So there! Grow up!
Too bad about your cat allergy. That would be a killer for me I so love animals. Maybe you'll change and you won't be allergic anymore. That does happen.
Yes, the house is beautiful. I was thinking you were already in it. Not? Are you going to totally refurnish it? Wow, if you are, it looks pretty big.
Good luck with your eating right and exercising. You're not alone in trying to get back in the swing of things. I have been so knocked flat by the past few months of ****. Everytime I think I'm OK and getting back on my feet I realize I'm not. But I AM better. I did get to the gym a lot last week and rode and I was eating pretty clean. Too bad my body went into shock over it and gained weight!
Happy, I loved your description of your memory of sitting on the sewing machine. I can just picture you sitting on that trundle and having a great ride!
Jacque -- how are you doing? It sounds like you're doing a lot better than me. I need someone to cook for me, to have things ready whenever I get home. You're making some great changes in your lifestyle. I really wish you luck and hope to hear lots of success stories from you.
What did you find to cook tonight? Something good I bet. I suggest you experiment with all sorts of spices. They are the best thing to add flavor and fun to things. I find that most recipe books don't use enough of them. I once had a book just for cooking with spices and it was so good. There are some real strange combinations (unless you're from a certain area) that become addictive. I love Indian and use about 10 different spices when I make curry. A Filipino guy at work was just mentioning he used clove and something else and basil and I thought that was a very strange combination but he said it was kind of a Thai thing, which I don't know about because the Thai food tends to be too hot for me. But he said they use all sorts of contrasts, sweet and sour and so. So maybe the basil, clove combo is understandable. Of course, he may have just been pretending to know! He's like that.
Ok, gonna go. Write again soon.
