Hi, everyone! I'm so excited today! My boss told me to take the day off to be with my kids. I've been struggling all summer with being away from them with the full-time hours I've been working--never this much in the summer before. A couple of days a week they would go with their grandmother, but the other three they would be by themselves. They can't go outside--remember, we're city dwellers--I just won't allow it, except in case of emergency. No internet, no phone calls except from me, so how interesting is that for 12 1/2 and 8 1/2 year-old-girls? There's only so much you can do inside other than chores, TV, the same games over and over, books, and Barbie dolls. And I've missed them terribly. Anyway, today it will be baking, crafts, puzzles, all the things they've been wanting to do with me at home this summer, and we've not done. We're not going shopping or anything like that, though--just home stuff. This evening I'm going to cut the grass and work in the yard (today's workout) because the hot weather is coming back tomorrow, and I just can't stand being outside when it's hot. I don't know how you take it, Miki. Maybe it's just my time of life--I've been getting hot flashes lately, and my tolerance of heat in general is not too good.
Anyway, my eating has been pretty good. For the most part, I have lost my craving for carbs like bread, cereals, sweets. If I think of eating them, I actually am turned off. Poor hubby--Monday is his birthday, and I've decided that I don't really want to eat any of the cake the girls are going to make for him today. I considered the pros and cons, and I've just decided it's not for me right now. If he's hurt, I'll remind him of how much he will like the results if I continue losing weight. I'm sure he won't mind then.
Let me give you a rundown of how I'm eating, and some of the things I'm learning about my body. First, my plan consists of protein in the form of meat, fish, soy, and cheese, and then vegetables and fruit. I do allow myself up to three Wasa crispbread lites per day for variety and to give me somewhere to spread my soy nut butter and cream cheese. One of the goals of the protein is to satisfy me so I don't want to eat between meals. I've been doing well with that. Fruit I'm careful of so I don't overdo on the sugar. Lots of my veggies are raw so I can chew (I love chewing) and get fiber. I don't restrict fat in my protein sources, but I don't really feel like going nuts with it. I also eat butter, regular cream cheese, regular salad dressing, and mayonnaise. They taste good and satisfy. I really don't crave excessive amounts of them. I do drink milk and eat plain yogurt (with artificial sweetener) despite the sugar content so I won't feel deprived.
Here's my general plan. I'm flexible so if I don't feel like eating a particular thing at a particular time, I don't have to, because I want to feel emotionally comfortable about what I am eating to avoid binging.
BREAKFAST: Protein and 2 cups of coffee w/powdered creamer--also metamucil to add some extra fiber. I like a couple of cheese roll-ups--cheese wrapped in lunch meat. I've also tried Atkins shakes and breakfast bars for this meal, but they don't satisfy me. I've found out that having fruit for breakfast leaves me hungry sooner than protein alone, which is why I don't eat fruit for breakfast. (Also, remember, I don't eat eggs--they make me sick.) I also take a multivitamin and one of those chewable calcium supplements then. Mine tastes like chocolate, so I get enough of a taste daily to satisfy that desire.
LUNCH: Protein, 1 cup of veggies, 1 cup of fruit (or two cups of fruit and no veggies if I'm sick of veggies at the moment), a Wasa crispbread. There are a lot of ways to do this lunch. I just plug in food that works, and I eat whatever fat goes with it naturally. Right now, the fruits I'm eating are strawberries, melon, grapes, and apples (the latter in moderation because of high sugar).
DINNER: A good sized portion of protein and 2 cups of veggies. If I want milk, it would probably be at this meal. After dinner I have one cup of coffee w/ powdered creamer. (I drink regular coffee--caffeine addict and loving it--will not give it up.)
BEFORE BED SNACK (I can't fall asleep on an empty stomach): 1-2 cups fruit and protein to satisfy.
OTHER SNACKS: Sometimes I feel hungry in the late afternoon. I keep an Atkins Advantage bar or shake around because they fill in a gap like this, and the protein and fat in these bars satisfy me for a couple of hours. They also keep me from having to make a choice and help to prevent boredom. I've used the shake before bed with fruit too, and it was a good choice.
THINGS I'VE LEARNED ABOUT MY OWN PERSONAL BODY: Watch the salt in the meat I eat (sausage, etc.)--I retain fluid very easily. Make water my choice of thirst quenching beverage 80% of the time. It keeps me regular, I feel better physically, and I think I lose weight more when I drink water more. I can't help it, but I weigh myself daily--don't put much stock in it, but if I've eaten salt or drunk a lot of pop instead of water the previous day, the scale always goes up. If I drink more water and use diet pop or iced tea, etc. as an occasional treat, the scale number stays the same or drops. I'm not much of a water person, but I like it better if I use a straw to drink or have ice in it. Who knows?
I'm very interested, Cyan, in that quinoa you are going to try. Let me know what it is like. I do miss pasta with tomato sauce. I'm planning to get some low-carb pasta, but if there's an alternative, I'd like to know abut it. I have a good health food store about 10 miles from here that has lots of stuff like that.
Anyway, I've given you an outline of what's going on foodwise, as I told you I would. There are components of Atkins, but I've given it my personal twist. Exercise is still a troublespot. That is the next area I am working on. I'm having trouble sticking to the walking. For now, I'm trying to find some heavy physical activity in my day to act as a workout. Well, I think I'm going to stop now. By now you're probably either bored or have eyestrain. Have a nice weekend, everyone!
