
Recording - day 2, 3 pauses
Positive - day 2, 3 pauses




I know what you mean about the low after the high- - earlier this week I ruthlessly consumed an obscene amount of sugar and I felt like my heart was racing and adrenaline pumping and... very sick to my stomach, LOL
So here's the daily report:
I'm sorry you've been struggling with sugar. You have been doing such a GREAT job. Remember that! You have sooo much to be proud of. You're in the low 180s!! You will get past this and continue to excel!
Here are some "good vibes" to get you through this - 


schmalger, what's SDC? miriam, I DID IT!!
And WTG on completing yet another challenge! You are unstoppable!! 

I HATE the feeling of tight clothes, even if I were thin. I am happiest in workout clothes, clothes that move with you and you never really feel. And I hate loose clothes. So, I really have no choice but to wear stretchy things. But, as I've said before, these allow for weight gain without noticing. Hmmm...well, perhaps I'll just use these jeans only for a gauge and never wear them. Ok, I'm babbling here, putting off doing my work... Oh, I wish I had jeans that were loose and looked good. I think all these stretchy nonsense I'm spouting is just me trying to rationalize being dumpy-looking. 

) I've found that my weight was stalled for a while and even though the scale wasn;t moving (which annoys the ** out of me) I could see clothes were fitting better.
because of weight training. I don't want to take my measurements though because I become obsessed with them. Even trying on too tight clothes makes me really irritated and then disgusted and given-up. I don't know. I think I actually do best not focusing on anything but what I put in my mouth and what kind of exercise I do.
All ready for your trip? Where in New York are you going? To the city or upstate?

