up again darn it! I shouldn't have ate that take out Saturday but what can I do about it now? Hopefully when I start the gym and I do have a bad day it will not show so much on the scale.

Almost done school shopping. Just need a few more outfits and we are DONE. I went to ebay and I'm finding some cheap deals. Everything is NWT too

im sorry sweetie---- keep pluggin!!

tom. the day

hi guys

i did it! 146 now to hope it stays

l, wish me luck---im off at 630

YAY! A good for you .....Before you know it you will be in the 30's

thanks lorra!

im home n ready to kill----- he told me i have to go bk fri afternoon to talk to the boss bf i can get treated again. he also told me that if the other guy wont do nothin(he wont he hates my guts) that hed call one of his buddies. i hurt so freakin bad

stay tuned........

aww A I'm sorry you still didn't get treated Try to keep up hopes you could get a DR that knows how to treat you better. Can't believe your being turned away when they know how much you need thier care to feel better BIG

thaank you sweetheart im sorry as well-----you wanna laugh? i know you dont know the guy, but yet you managed to hit the nail smack on the head! he knows nothing when it comes to disabilities. know why hes doin this to me? bc he hates my guts just bc i have physical and emotional probs

got tickets for sun afternoon for ddc.

hey l whats up? ssdd

dn to 143.5 but its from starvation(i couldnt eat last night, too upset but i forced a salad)

maybe it's a good thing your leaving...that could be why you are always stressed when you have your appts. I know I would stress if I have to see a dr weekly that I thought didn't like me or worse I didn't like either. You wouldn't believe all the Dr's I had to go through to find one that doesn't pi$$ me off for one reason or another. My daughter too she had so many dr's from birth it isn't funny. We had the perfect DR from 18 mnths until she started school..the DR retired SHE WAS WONDERFUL DD loved her. After her it's hard to compare to those other so called Dr's. Usually just takes the one visit and I know if I'm going back or not. There are some quacks out there. Some I sucked it up and gave another try and ended up loving. My gyn retired so I have to meet the new one and I hope I like her cause I get along good with her nurse. The DR is so busy you end up seeing the nurse more than the DR anyhow. My family DR I love but her stand in he creeps me out. I may change her too since shes getting so busy I can only get in to see the stand in as well.

Let me know how you like the movie. Dh I think wants to see that too so I'm not sure if I will wait or not to watch it.

WOw 143.5 .....you think you will gain it back?

thanks sweetie

itss a hard situation there are a zillon factors involved. theres a doc in that office that i went to see last night who is awesome to me plus i dont want added **** for 3-4 months with someone new when i know im moving and will have too anyway. i dunno---


im sorry you have a tough time w docs too-good luck!

as for the wt, id love to keep it but i only ate bout 1000 cals yest.

i went insane w food last night-lost total control and am bk to 146.8 am mad but i know i deserve it.

still dunno whatr to do bout tom.

you went with out eating the day before so don't stress...and your still out of that 147. You are so close

Are you talking bout meeting with the DR?


How's Tara been? Haven't seen a post from her in a while.

thanks sweetie

yep, thts what i mean.

dunno-----tara where are you?????:confused: