Hi, New here (again)
My name is Ana and I am 24 years old. I am really just beginning my true journey to a more healthy relationship with food. I have tried this so many times, but the minute I "fall off the wagon" I binge and then I feel guilty and can't bring myself back here or anywhere else. I eat when I am sad, lonely, ashamed, angry. I cry if my husband will not go buy me Mcdonalds b.c. that is what will make me feel better when I am down. There are days I don't eat anything and days I down probably 5,000 calories just because. It's this vicious cycle for me. I feel guilty b.c. I eat, so I eat some more, and then I get depressed from eating, so I eat again. I have never done drugs. I quickly stopped smoking and drinking alcohol. Yet, I cannot seem to change this about myself. Maybe talking to other people who get it will help.
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