Today I had to go to the Dr for chest pains, though they were not severe and really didn't "hurt".. more of a lot of pressure. They listened to my heart and gave me an EKG and there were a couple of minor irregularties on the EKG and a "tick" in my heartbeat when they listened.. whatever that means. I go for more tests tomorrow.
(Background) I had found out a couple of months ago that I have extremely high cholesterol and extremely obese. At about 270 then with matching cholesterol, that is what kicked me in the butt and motivated me to start eating right and exercising, though I still smoke. Also the fact that my Dad died from a heart attack caused by high cholesterol and heart disease at the age of 37. I was 14. When I'm 37 my son will be nearly 14... I have 6 years to become healthy again.
Anyway... today I am told I have to quit smoking NOW (obviously). And they are going to run some more tests tomorrow. I have the nicotine patch and am going to quit starting tomorrow morning. I also am going to be continuing with my diet and exercise, Dr. permitting. I find all of this very overwhelming and scary.. (especially since I'm only 31). I hope I can do all of this.. I hope everything goes well and I don't have heart disease already or something worse. I hope it's one of "all the "other" things on the list" that this could be related to. I hope that I can make myself into the healthy person I should be. I hope that my 7 year old son has me around to see his children grow. I hope that you all have the strength and patience to deal with my *****y, whiny, butt as I do it.

I hope this message helps others to see how important it all really is and kicks YOU in the butt for tomorrow.
Be safe and thanks again for listening to my rants.
~Edit lol.. I didn't "find out" I was obese lol I knew that :P