Shame and redemption....
This is horribly embarrassing to post after yesterday's jumping up and down in glee, but boy, I mostly blew it yesterday! Well, it's not that I ate too much, I did keep the portions under control, but... we decided to go out for Indian. It was fantastic, I ate half, saved the rest, we all had good leftovers for dinner. So, basically, I had Indian twice yesterday. Now I'm assuming that the sodium content is high in what I ate, I am back up by two pounds. Okay, I'm up 2.5 pounds. Dammit... I mean, I know it's water weight gain, nothing to fret over. I'm not depressed or upset about it, but I guess I'm a little disappointed in myself. But no, that's not right! I'm not going to be disappointed or beat myself up. I ate for one day an ethnic food that I love, I gained a couple pounds of water, big deal! I'll drink a ton of water today, flush it out, and be back on track. I can't say that any foods are "forbidden" foods, just foods that I need to control better, and I <b>did</b> that. My portions were fine. Sodium does what sodium does and I know how to handle that...
So there...
Okay, I feel much better now. All I needed was a good talking to, I guess... hehehehhee... Silly Lala.
-Lala
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